Suicidal

mousesmom

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Monique feels like that sometimes but not because of the CF, but because she has a learning disability and doesn't have a lot of friends and often feel left out or frustrated because she would like to be able to study and so on.
When she says she wishes she wasn't around I always try to convince her the everyone has a purpose on earth, but It's tough going sometimes.
 

mousesmom

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Monique feels like that sometimes but not because of the CF, but because she has a learning disability and doesn't have a lot of friends and often feel left out or frustrated because she would like to be able to study and so on.
When she says she wishes she wasn't around I always try to convince her the everyone has a purpose on earth, but It's tough going sometimes.
 

EnergyGal

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Just an opinion here,

With CF it is very tough. When I was young and in my twenties, I remember thinking to myself that if I do not do my therapies it is like slowly killing myself. I thought to myself, "I am not suicidal" When I got to that point when I was tired of fighting CF it was like an alarm that went off. I quickly became motivated as I knew I had no choice but to do the therapies all the time so I can live as long as I could and maximize my healthier years. I was always very compliant with the therapy. I do not think I missed a treatment ever in fact I always did more therapy but there were times where I wanted to skip a treatment and then the thought of what if came up.

IT is not easy living with CF and I can say I have been to the point of no return and was saved with a transplant. I can say that even when you get really ill always try and do the best you can with your cF because even when you are sick you will see that it will not be as bad. Giving up will take you on a downward spiral and it will be a slow climbing up hill. There is always hope.
 

EnergyGal

New member
Just an opinion here,

With CF it is very tough. When I was young and in my twenties, I remember thinking to myself that if I do not do my therapies it is like slowly killing myself. I thought to myself, "I am not suicidal" When I got to that point when I was tired of fighting CF it was like an alarm that went off. I quickly became motivated as I knew I had no choice but to do the therapies all the time so I can live as long as I could and maximize my healthier years. I was always very compliant with the therapy. I do not think I missed a treatment ever in fact I always did more therapy but there were times where I wanted to skip a treatment and then the thought of what if came up.

IT is not easy living with CF and I can say I have been to the point of no return and was saved with a transplant. I can say that even when you get really ill always try and do the best you can with your cF because even when you are sick you will see that it will not be as bad. Giving up will take you on a downward spiral and it will be a slow climbing up hill. There is always hope.
 

Faust

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I had my dads .38 revolver in my mouth/to the side of my head/under my chin many times while in my teens...I often wonder what stopped me from pulling the trigger.
 

Faust

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I had my dads .38 revolver in my mouth/to the side of my head/under my chin many times while in my teens...I often wonder what stopped me from pulling the trigger.
 

anonymous

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i posted a poem ,it is under the religion section.
Make the best and most out of life in a positve way. I can't even imagine the impact of those that love me if I were not here. Who else would give them a hard time?? ha ha.
travis

sorry couldn't login
 

anonymous

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i posted a poem ,it is under the religion section.
Make the best and most out of life in a positve way. I can't even imagine the impact of those that love me if I were not here. Who else would give them a hard time?? ha ha.
travis

sorry couldn't login
 

Faust

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<blockquote>Quote<br><hr><i>Originally posted by: <b>Anonymous</b></i><br>** Message has been deleted, user has been banned **<hr></blockquote>


LOL! That comes up from someone (twice) right after I posted how I had almost eaten a bullet many times when I was younger. How come I have a sneaking suspicion the person in one way or another was saying they wish I had gone through with it? lol. I'd love to read the post.
 

Faust

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<blockquote>Quote<br><hr><i>Originally posted by: <b>Anonymous</b></i><br>** Message has been deleted, user has been banned **<hr></blockquote>


LOL! That comes up from someone (twice) right after I posted how I had almost eaten a bullet many times when I was younger. How come I have a sneaking suspicion the person in one way or another was saying they wish I had gone through with it? lol. I'd love to read the post.
 

fugikitten2087

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I get that feeling a lot any more.. I play my clarinet but latlly that makes it worse... Read or do something that makes you happier. I know when ever my fingers get een worse or my whole face is cyanotic all I have to do is something I love and all the depression fades to nothing.
 

fugikitten2087

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I get that feeling a lot any more.. I play my clarinet but latlly that makes it worse... Read or do something that makes you happier. I know when ever my fingers get een worse or my whole face is cyanotic all I have to do is something I love and all the depression fades to nothing.
 

1shedcollector

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don't take this personal... for a minute Sean I as wondering if it were you, glad it wasn't. I would hate to logon and and not laugh at your comments and with your wit.
I read some of thate things you wrote the other day about the girl fight...eating moonpies etc and every one who read it laughed so hard they couldn't talk.
 

1shedcollector

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don't take this personal... for a minute Sean I as wondering if it were you, glad it wasn't. I would hate to logon and and not laugh at your comments and with your wit.
I read some of thate things you wrote the other day about the girl fight...eating moonpies etc and every one who read it laughed so hard they couldn't talk.
 
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