Hey you guys... I didn't have access to a computer until now. Thank you so much for your support and messages, I will respond to them now. I have tears in my eyes. I will email you all too. My hospitalization is going okay, I am on a record number of antibiotics for me (five!! ahhh!!) and we're hoping that they will start working some magic soon. I am actually going to try to log onto the chat server right now. If I don't chat with any of you, I will send out messages or emails shortly. Thank you so much, all of you have enormous hearts. I can't thank you enough.
Update: No chat, doesn't work on my old junky computer. I did respond to everyone though, thank you from the bottom of my heart.