That's ok, Liz--we all know where you're at. There are so many mom's here that know exactly where you are--that's what's so great about this place. It's hard for me, its been 2 yrs since we heard the awful news. I don't think we ever completely "wrap" our brains around this creature called CF. It's a nightmare that we have while awake. Your little Craig is such a cutie! And big Craig is such a fixture here, it's great that you are going to come around once in a while. Someday you will want to vent, and let off steam--we will all be here for you--cyber-shoulders to lean on. Welcome! <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">