Today is my anniversary

Landy

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Allie
I certainly will be thinking of you today as you undergo yet another "first" (anniversary/holiday/
birthday) without Ry.
I can tell from your writings that you two shared a very special relationship that few get to experience.
I wish I had other words to say to help ease the pain.....
 

anonymous

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Allie-
You and Ahave are in my thoughts. That was a very touching tribute to Ry. We are all thinking of you.

Margaret
Double Lung 11.11.04
 

Landy

New member
Allie
I certainly will be thinking of you today as you undergo yet another "first" (anniversary/holiday/
birthday) without Ry.
I can tell from your writings that you two shared a very special relationship that few get to experience.
I wish I had other words to say to help ease the pain.....
 

anonymous

New member
Allie-
You and Ahave are in my thoughts. That was a very touching tribute to Ry. We are all thinking of you.

Margaret
Double Lung 11.11.04
 

thelizardqueen

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Allie - that was so beautiful. I, like everyone else could not fight back the tears. You are a strong, courageous woman. You and Ahava are in my prayers and thoughts. You truly had that beautiful and unique relationship that everybody wants, but only a few truly special ones have. I wish there was something I could say to ease the pain, to make everyday more bareable, but I know I can't. Stay strong Allie!
 

thelizardqueen

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Allie - that was so beautiful. I, like everyone else could not fight back the tears. You are a strong, courageous woman. You and Ahava are in my prayers and thoughts. You truly had that beautiful and unique relationship that everybody wants, but only a few truly special ones have. I wish there was something I could say to ease the pain, to make everyday more bareable, but I know I can't. Stay strong Allie!
 

spicyone18

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Allie, that is so beautiful! Ry sounds like such an amazing guy, you to were so lucky to find each other. I am so sorry you have to go through this, but try to stay strong for yourself and Ahava. You and Ahava will be in my thoughts and prayers! <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

Much Love...
 

spicyone18

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Allie, that is so beautiful! Ry sounds like such an amazing guy, you to were so lucky to find each other. I am so sorry you have to go through this, but try to stay strong for yourself and Ahava. You and Ahava will be in my thoughts and prayers! <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

Much Love...
 

julie

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Allie, that is So beautiful!! What a LOVE you and Ry must have shared. Thank you for reminding me to continue to cherish everything, everyday.. even those damn nebulizer cords <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> I pray for strength on this day for you, pray for a sense of peace knowing that Ry is still with you-watching over you and your baby! Your words have touched me beyond words, thank you for sharing that with us Allie!
 

julie

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Allie, that is So beautiful!! What a LOVE you and Ry must have shared. Thank you for reminding me to continue to cherish everything, everyday.. even those damn nebulizer cords <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> I pray for strength on this day for you, pray for a sense of peace knowing that Ry is still with you-watching over you and your baby! Your words have touched me beyond words, thank you for sharing that with us Allie!
 

Allie

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When I was writing this over the past few days, I was thinking about my day to day life, and how few people seem to realize the effect that Ry's absence has on me. Thank you for proving me wrong <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">



Days like this are hard for me. All I can do is remember that he isn't suffering anymore, and that the very last thing I whispered in his ear was "I love you". You guys made the burden on my heart lighter today. Thanks .
 

Allie

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When I was writing this over the past few days, I was thinking about my day to day life, and how few people seem to realize the effect that Ry's absence has on me. Thank you for proving me wrong <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">



Days like this are hard for me. All I can do is remember that he isn't suffering anymore, and that the very last thing I whispered in his ear was "I love you". You guys made the burden on my heart lighter today. Thanks .
 

littledebbie

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dang it...crying at work.....<img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0">

Allie, I don't have anything that I think would be remotely comforting so I will just send you a big mental hug and thank you for sharing Ry and your love for each other with us.

I'll check into the chat tonight if you feel like talking.
 

littledebbie

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dang it...crying at work.....<img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0">

Allie, I don't have anything that I think would be remotely comforting so I will just send you a big mental hug and thank you for sharing Ry and your love for each other with us.

I'll check into the chat tonight if you feel like talking.
 

Allie

New member
Well, tonight, to 'celebrate' Ahava and I watched my wedding video, which she had never seen. I hadn't seen it since Ry passed away. It was nice, but I'm a little emotional from the whole experience. We also had some takeout from the restaurant we always used to go to for our anniversary, and we had a little cake like Ry and I used to every year. It's just really quiet around here now.

It's been a rough day, but thank you to everyone who PMed or emailed me to check up on me.
 

Allie

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Well, tonight, to 'celebrate' Ahava and I watched my wedding video, which she had never seen. I hadn't seen it since Ry passed away. It was nice, but I'm a little emotional from the whole experience. We also had some takeout from the restaurant we always used to go to for our anniversary, and we had a little cake like Ry and I used to every year. It's just really quiet around here now.

It's been a rough day, but thank you to everyone who PMed or emailed me to check up on me.
 

anonymous

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Allie

You are truly a special person and Mother. I am certain that your daughter will grow up to be just like you. A carbon copy for sure. That is so nice that you both were able to watch this video together.
Risa
 

anonymous

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Allie

You are truly a special person and Mother. I am certain that your daughter will grow up to be just like you. A carbon copy for sure. That is so nice that you both were able to watch this video together.
Risa
 
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