Hi all and thanks for your well wishes.
The ultrasound went well. The baby is a........hahha! We didn't find out, as I said earlier. I'm so confident we made the right decision now. I thought maybe it would be hard for me, but it wasn't at all. I really don't want to know. I love surprises.
The day was very stressful to be honest. They checked all the organs, and said all looked fine. Then when they got to the heart, the tech just acted weird and said they needed more pictures. She brought in the head doctor, and he acted the same way. He said we needed to go see a neo-natal cardiologist. Well, I almost died then and there. My hubby was a real rock, calm as a cucumber. My mom and mil were good, but visibly worried too which worried me more. The doc woulndn't say why, or explain anything which pissed me off. He just said we need further pictures.
So we go to the cardiac unit and they use a special color ultrasound. After about 1/2 hour the doc says, ok the problem was they couldn't see the main artery that comes out of the babys heart, but as soon as I used this machine, I saw it right away. The baby just wasn't in the right position and they coulnd't get it to flip over enough. I would have appreciated if they explained all this in some way to me to calm me down. So all in all, what should have been a happy experience was extremely upsetting. I feel bad b/c I was happy to see my little peanut, but I was honestly just so glad to go home and that the day was over. (no offense little peanut inside me!)
Well, all is well that ends well. The baby is healthy and we are happy. I just wish we had been able to enjoy the day. Oh well. I hate to be so negative, but thats modern medicine for you. I'm not a doctor downer by any means-I have alot of faith in my doctors. But the way they go about handling pregnancy in this day and age annoys the heck out of me. Its all about liability and them being afraid of being sued. It feels very wrong when they know 99.99 % sure that everything is fine and they won't say one teeny reassuring thing-like we're sure its fine, we're just double checking everything-b/c they're afraid of being sued if they're wrong. If the baby didn't have that artery-its heart woulnd't be beating. And it was beating and kicking up a storm!! So obviously everything was ok.
Anyhow, we're good and looking forward to a calm, uneventful pregnancy here on out!!!!!!!!!
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