Scorp,
Welcome to a community who can relate to your issues. Like all uncommon medical conditions, especially a genetic disease like CF it is hit or miss. It still astounds me to see nearly all the CF patients on this site that were diagnosed at birth. There is a vague line about age thirty where late diagnosis starts to cross over from those caught at or near birth.
I have followed your enthusiastic posts. I know the feeling when after a lifetime of staring at doctor after doctor to find a whole community of people diagnosed with CF. I get the supreme insult of being asked by a doctor when you caught CF? In a way, that seems to be the eye of your storm. It is tiring to be played like a pinball that never scores and never leaves the bumpers. Medical merry-go-rounds and the cycles of the insurance companies, government benefits, doctor after doctor, until you need a doctor just to deal with dealing with the disease is too much.
It isn’t any easier for the rest of us. Just by virtue of your mention of insurance puts you in a privileged class already. If screwing with insurance’s criminal obfuscations is a hassle, try life without it at all. I am even more privileged because my insurance is pretty high end. I can see any doctor in the U.S. without a referral from anybody. Even at that, unless you are cloistered in a total treatment center, doctors aren’t known for working and playing well together. It took years to assemble doctors in each specialty that committed to an occasional conference evaluation. Now my PCP and my CFGI doctors are about to retire. I have been scrambling for a year to find such a team.
CFers all rail against the medical management to some degree. Doctors often see their roles as ongoing. They know they aren’t going anywhere and to that end, they watch and monitor you. Most doctors still subscribe to the idea that volunteering information most often is not going to aid the patient. I rail at this condescendence and have learned how to use doctors to manage my condition rather than the other way around.
The job never ends. You have been angry over the seemingly over paid and under qualified doctors. CF is a losing proposition if you are looking for one stop shopping, especially as an adult. Be assured, you may be seething over your last idiot doctor but he/she forgot you before the office door closed. Practicing medicine isn’t what any doctor expected it would be. Although the average PCP is low on the pay scale, they are the ultimate practitioners. They may send you here or there because this is what medicine has become. If you get a doctor who is laughing at you, then get mad. The job is just too hard to deal with patients who unduly whine about the quality of their treatment. I am no more happy to be in a market where a doctor can pick and choose their patients but I have learned to avoid a bad reputation as a patient. You have every right to be angry and frustrated with our medical system. I know you can figure this out for yourself but if networking backwards to a PCP like Printer advised, it beats having to clear so much black bile.
LL