Hi out there. I am a 16 year old male with cf and diabetes. I am a sophomore in high school. I know what it's like to give up and think life won't ever get better. I used to think that life sucked because my parents divorced when I was seven, was having a tough time with taking my meds, and then when I was 13 I moved away from my friends and my father, was never hospitalized until I moved and know I have been hospitalized for many different things, when I was 15 I developed diabetes "cfrd", was an A & B student and then my grades started to slip, having trouble with my step dad and was questioning my religion. I felt that god wanted me to be miserable. To be honest, the only thing that kept me going for a while was music. I really love music. when I was down I would listen to music and it would make me feel better. I also loved sports too. I play Golf, Basketball, Baseball, and track. So those kept me going to. By the end of my freshman year I was getting ready to get confirmed in my faith. questionable at the time wether to get confirmed or not, I prayed to god for guidance and forgiveness... God helped me find a way and Now I am doing better, and I also realized that there are other people in this world that have it worse than I do... Now I am healthy, "Knock on wood" am playing sports and am getting ready to learn to play the guitar... And, whenever I get down I pray to God and listen to some music and I seem to feel better... To those out there who believe, "Never question God or your religion, Instead pray to him for guidance and strength for he will help you find a way." If you would like to talk you can reply or e-mail me... Thanks... "Never give up..."
Brian...
e-mail: Bflangan@direcway.com
Brian...
e-mail: Bflangan@direcway.com