Well Reeces' doctor just called....he cultured positive for that BIG ole MEAN bug....Pseud. He will start TOBI and some nasal spray for possible allergy!? I am feeling pretty overwhelmed. I have been worrying about his mickey button..his cough that wont go away....his nasal congestion (making him cough)....going to the clinic every 3-4 wks.....now we have to add another treatment into the mix....UGH!!!! Im usually good about stress but good grief.....!!!!! Im feeling it lately. My husband is the one who asked why, but Im asking WHY? WHY? WHY?? Im tired of doing this sometimes..BUT I will NOT STOP cuz this is my son and I will NOT let him down.Im sooooooooooooooo tired of going to the clinic and crossing my fingers that he doesn't get admitted. Im soooooooooo tired of worrying about my son's health....why can't he just be healthy!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????? I hope ya'll dont take this the wrong way. I just need to vent and let some of it out. I need a vacation from it all. Well sorry I rambled. I know we don't have it the worst yet BUT it sure seems like it. Everytime we turn around we are pumping more drugs into our sons little frail body. It just doesnt seem right. And hes not getting any better. Well I'll go for now. Thanks forletting me get this off my chest. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">