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Diane

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well, i am sitting here in tears over my results of the cat scan and my pft's. The fungus ball has not budged at all. DAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
I am so frustrated with this knowing there is nothing can be done and that it may never shrink at all. My pft's were terrible and i cant stop thinking about it. My fev1 was 38% which is low for me. I am usually mid 40's and here i am at 38% and hating it !! My weight is down to 111 and that pi$$es me off also. I went on the anti-inflammatory diet during the summer to possibly help with the fungus ball and lost my good weight ( i was 121-124). Now i cant seem to get the weight back up. Gosh i am just losing faith that i will ever get back to where i belong with my weight and pft's. I am so disgusted and depressed and just dont know what to do..............
 
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Diane

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well, i am sitting here in tears over my results of the cat scan and my pft's. The fungus ball has not budged at all. DAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
I am so frustrated with this knowing there is nothing can be done and that it may never shrink at all. My pft's were terrible and i cant stop thinking about it. My fev1 was 38% which is low for me. I am usually mid 40's and here i am at 38% and hating it !! My weight is down to 111 and that pi$$es me off also. I went on the anti-inflammatory diet during the summer to possibly help with the fungus ball and lost my good weight ( i was 121-124). Now i cant seem to get the weight back up. Gosh i am just losing faith that i will ever get back to where i belong with my weight and pft's. I am so disgusted and depressed and just dont know what to do..............
 
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Diane

New member
well, i am sitting here in tears over my results of the cat scan and my pft's. The fungus ball has not budged at all. DAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
I am so frustrated with this knowing there is nothing can be done and that it may never shrink at all. My pft's were terrible and i cant stop thinking about it. My fev1 was 38% which is low for me. I am usually mid 40's and here i am at 38% and hating it !! My weight is down to 111 and that pi$$es me off also. I went on the anti-inflammatory diet during the summer to possibly help with the fungus ball and lost my good weight ( i was 121-124). Now i cant seem to get the weight back up. Gosh i am just losing faith that i will ever get back to where i belong with my weight and pft's. I am so disgusted and depressed and just dont know what to do..............
 
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Diane

New member
well, i am sitting here in tears over my results of the cat scan and my pft's. The fungus ball has not budged at all. DAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
I am so frustrated with this knowing there is nothing can be done and that it may never shrink at all. My pft's were terrible and i cant stop thinking about it. My fev1 was 38% which is low for me. I am usually mid 40's and here i am at 38% and hating it !! My weight is down to 111 and that pi$$es me off also. I went on the anti-inflammatory diet during the summer to possibly help with the fungus ball and lost my good weight ( i was 121-124). Now i cant seem to get the weight back up. Gosh i am just losing faith that i will ever get back to where i belong with my weight and pft's. I am so disgusted and depressed and just dont know what to do..............
 
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Diane

New member
well, i am sitting here in tears over my results of the cat scan and my pft's. The fungus ball has not budged at all. DAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM
I am so frustrated with this knowing there is nothing can be done and that it may never shrink at all. My pft's were terrible and i cant stop thinking about it. My fev1 was 38% which is low for me. I am usually mid 40's and here i am at 38% and hating it !! My weight is down to 111 and that pi$$es me off also. I went on the anti-inflammatory diet during the summer to possibly help with the fungus ball and lost my good weight ( i was 121-124). Now i cant seem to get the weight back up. Gosh i am just losing faith that i will ever get back to where i belong with my weight and pft's. I am so disgusted and depressed and just dont know what to do..............
 
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CowTown

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UGH Diane! That isn't the best news, but I do wonder if your pfts were low b/c of the stress or all around bad day? I know mine can be effected that way. Did you feel like you did better, and if so, just hope the next go-round is back to your normal numbers. Sometimes that happens to me, so I hope that's the case for you. One thing after another....crappy day and I'm sorry!!

You said the fungus ball hasn't shrunk, but did it stay the same at least? You know, maintaining is better then nothing. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> When you have to push and shove for stuff, at least it hasn't gotten larger. Cheers to that!

I think you mentioned a while back that you stopped the gsh too. Are you still off it? I know you always felt like that kept your weight in a good spot. Can you start that up again?

I'm sorry about your day. <img src="i/expressions/sun.gif" border="0">
 
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CowTown

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UGH Diane! That isn't the best news, but I do wonder if your pfts were low b/c of the stress or all around bad day? I know mine can be effected that way. Did you feel like you did better, and if so, just hope the next go-round is back to your normal numbers. Sometimes that happens to me, so I hope that's the case for you. One thing after another....crappy day and I'm sorry!!

You said the fungus ball hasn't shrunk, but did it stay the same at least? You know, maintaining is better then nothing. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> When you have to push and shove for stuff, at least it hasn't gotten larger. Cheers to that!

I think you mentioned a while back that you stopped the gsh too. Are you still off it? I know you always felt like that kept your weight in a good spot. Can you start that up again?

I'm sorry about your day. <img src="i/expressions/sun.gif" border="0">
 
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CowTown

New member
UGH Diane! That isn't the best news, but I do wonder if your pfts were low b/c of the stress or all around bad day? I know mine can be effected that way. Did you feel like you did better, and if so, just hope the next go-round is back to your normal numbers. Sometimes that happens to me, so I hope that's the case for you. One thing after another....crappy day and I'm sorry!!

You said the fungus ball hasn't shrunk, but did it stay the same at least? You know, maintaining is better then nothing. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> When you have to push and shove for stuff, at least it hasn't gotten larger. Cheers to that!

I think you mentioned a while back that you stopped the gsh too. Are you still off it? I know you always felt like that kept your weight in a good spot. Can you start that up again?

I'm sorry about your day. <img src="i/expressions/sun.gif" border="0">
 
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CowTown

New member
UGH Diane! That isn't the best news, but I do wonder if your pfts were low b/c of the stress or all around bad day? I know mine can be effected that way. Did you feel like you did better, and if so, just hope the next go-round is back to your normal numbers. Sometimes that happens to me, so I hope that's the case for you. One thing after another....crappy day and I'm sorry!!

You said the fungus ball hasn't shrunk, but did it stay the same at least? You know, maintaining is better then nothing. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> When you have to push and shove for stuff, at least it hasn't gotten larger. Cheers to that!

I think you mentioned a while back that you stopped the gsh too. Are you still off it? I know you always felt like that kept your weight in a good spot. Can you start that up again?

I'm sorry about your day. <img src="i/expressions/sun.gif" border="0">
 
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CowTown

New member
UGH Diane! That isn't the best news, but I do wonder if your pfts were low b/c of the stress or all around bad day? I know mine can be effected that way. Did you feel like you did better, and if so, just hope the next go-round is back to your normal numbers. Sometimes that happens to me, so I hope that's the case for you. One thing after another....crappy day and I'm sorry!!

You said the fungus ball hasn't shrunk, but did it stay the same at least? You know, maintaining is better then nothing. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> When you have to push and shove for stuff, at least it hasn't gotten larger. Cheers to that!

I think you mentioned a while back that you stopped the gsh too. Are you still off it? I know you always felt like that kept your weight in a good spot. Can you start that up again?

I'm sorry about your day. <img src="i/expressions/sun.gif" border="0">
 
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AnD

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Oh, Diane, I am so sorry! I'll be praying for you- I wish there was more I could do! <img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0"> <img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/0204.gif">
Hang in there, toss the the anti inflamatory diet for a while (at least it's the holidays- try to enjoy the eating <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0"> ) and plump up a bit, and hopefully your pfts will come up too. To steal Melissa's line:

<img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/hug99.gif">
 
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AnD

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Oh, Diane, I am so sorry! I'll be praying for you- I wish there was more I could do! <img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0"> <img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/0204.gif">
Hang in there, toss the the anti inflamatory diet for a while (at least it's the holidays- try to enjoy the eating <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0"> ) and plump up a bit, and hopefully your pfts will come up too. To steal Melissa's line:

<img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/hug99.gif">
 
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AnD

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Oh, Diane, I am so sorry! I'll be praying for you- I wish there was more I could do! <img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0"> <img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/0204.gif">
Hang in there, toss the the anti inflamatory diet for a while (at least it's the holidays- try to enjoy the eating <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0"> ) and plump up a bit, and hopefully your pfts will come up too. To steal Melissa's line:

<img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/hug99.gif">
 
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AnD

New member
Oh, Diane, I am so sorry! I'll be praying for you- I wish there was more I could do! <img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0"> <img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/0204.gif">
Hang in there, toss the the anti inflamatory diet for a while (at least it's the holidays- try to enjoy the eating <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0"> ) and plump up a bit, and hopefully your pfts will come up too. To steal Melissa's line:

<img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/hug99.gif">
 
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AnD

New member
Oh, Diane, I am so sorry! I'll be praying for you- I wish there was more I could do! <img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0"> <img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/0204.gif">
Hang in there, toss the the anti inflamatory diet for a while (at least it's the holidays- try to enjoy the eating <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0"> ) and plump up a bit, and hopefully your pfts will come up too. To steal Melissa's line:

<img src="http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j213/boxart/hug99.gif">
 
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Diane

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Wow you have a good memory !! I started the gsh a few months ago in hopes of gaining my weight back but i am not on a high dose like i was when i gained the weight. I think i am going to up the dose because i need to gain weight pronto! Yes the fungus ball did stay the same and i guess i can be happy for that at least. Thganks so much for the encouragement i need all i can get <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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Diane

New member
Wow you have a good memory !! I started the gsh a few months ago in hopes of gaining my weight back but i am not on a high dose like i was when i gained the weight. I think i am going to up the dose because i need to gain weight pronto! Yes the fungus ball did stay the same and i guess i can be happy for that at least. Thganks so much for the encouragement i need all i can get <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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Diane

New member
Wow you have a good memory !! I started the gsh a few months ago in hopes of gaining my weight back but i am not on a high dose like i was when i gained the weight. I think i am going to up the dose because i need to gain weight pronto! Yes the fungus ball did stay the same and i guess i can be happy for that at least. Thganks so much for the encouragement i need all i can get <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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Diane

New member
Wow you have a good memory !! I started the gsh a few months ago in hopes of gaining my weight back but i am not on a high dose like i was when i gained the weight. I think i am going to up the dose because i need to gain weight pronto! Yes the fungus ball did stay the same and i guess i can be happy for that at least. Thganks so much for the encouragement i need all i can get <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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Diane

New member
Wow you have a good memory !! I started the gsh a few months ago in hopes of gaining my weight back but i am not on a high dose like i was when i gained the weight. I think i am going to up the dose because i need to gain weight pronto! Yes the fungus ball did stay the same and i guess i can be happy for that at least. Thganks so much for the encouragement i need all i can get <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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