oh wow...that sounds just like what happened to me lastyear...I had just came out of a 3 week stay in the hospital to find out my grandmother was in the hospital and was passing away....i visited her 3 times while SHE was in the hospital...she passed...then not even a week n a half later I was BACK in the hospital for over a week with the flu.
things will get better i cannot put a time on it but they will...you do what you have to do to grieve no matter how long it takes. that is your right...
I know exactly how u feel right now and how hard it is, just take it day to day...I am so sorry to read that happened to you...I will keep you in my prayers.