the last past couple of months i've been slowly getting sick..i've been on oral antibiotics after antibiotics and nothing is working..i have a doctors appointment january 6th and im trying to hold off till then because i know for sure they will admitt me there...well its thursday which means 2 days before christmas and the day before yesterday i woke up crying from a double earache i can barely hear out of them right now...im down to about 110 lbs you can see every bone in my body (which is grossing me out) my appetite has decreased by alot..im only eating one meal aday even if that...well last nite i started vomitting and i've not been able to eat anything since then..im having a horrible time breathing my mucus is soo brown its disgusting..i cant do my CPT because my lungs are in pain ..just fallin apart i guess and i dont know what to do because christmas is in 2 dayys!!!!!..i cant ruin it for my family....well atleast i feel like i will if i go to the hospital...HELP I NEED ENCOURAGING WORDS!!!