didn't have my membranes stripped today
I'm glad to hear your doc is going to let things proceed naturally, and I really hope you'll think about letting nature take it's course - I know how easy it is to want to be done with this, but baby knows when to come!
I'm still hoping my Cf will go away...I keep waiting and waiting. Or that one day someone will say "oops, we were wrong, you don't have Cf after all - go have a normal life!" I think the way you feel is normal - just inform yourself about everything so that you don't have to rely on your docs - let them be a resource or a sounding board for your own ideas rather than the "be all" of your care. I think once you take control of your own health you'll feel less panicky.
I'll be waiting for that birth amnnouncement!