Yeah pretty much everyone has said TAKE THE JOB. I will probably take the job. The one thing that made me lean heavier in that way was the knowledge of the long term disability insurance. If I were to eventually go on that due to me being too sick to work, It would be something like 60-70% of my normal wages when I worked, for life. Which compared to what i'm making NOW, is more, so that is good. I'm gonna have to call up the SS tomorrow and pick her brain on some things. I have several questions, one of which being: Since I am medically disabled NOW, and get the short and long term disability insurance, when I get too sick to work anymore and have to quit due to that, will they accept that? Or will they say I had this disability previously so there fore you are exempt. My mom is a big HR person and I asked her, she said it all depends on the company's policy company. The thing is you can't spook your employer with a ton of questions centered around your condition. They think i'm 100% normal. During an interview to help describe gaps in employment I told them I had some health issues in the past. That is all I said. Like I said before, the scariest part for me is if I take the job and realize it's not for me, my boss is a complete ass that I can't stand, or something similar in the realm of "I can't do this anymore", all my previous backups are gone. Sucky. Thanks for all the kind words and advice, including Chris.