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wallflower
New member
I am in shock - I was so hoping he would pull out of it. I am glad to have know him, and hope that something good will come out of the conflict that lead to his death. My condolences.
I am so very heartbroken for your loss. I would like to share this poem that I just read in a book:
I thought the earth
remembered me, she
took me back so tenderly, arranging
her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds. I slept
as never before, a stone
on the riverbed, nothing
between me and the white fire of the stars . .
Rest in peace, Winace, I will miss your thoughts and words.
Maria (Sami's mom)
I thought the earth
remembered me, she
took me back so tenderly, arranging
her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds. I slept
as never before, a stone
on the riverbed, nothing
between me and the white fire of the stars . .
Rest in peace, Winace, I will miss your thoughts and words.
Maria (Sami's mom)
Jess
I am so sorry for your loss! My condolences to you and Alan's family!
This saddens me so much! I feel sickened from seeing the post--- you will be in our thoughts!
Angie
Step-mom to Brittany 13 no cf
Mom to Tyler 12 no cf, cf carrier
Mom to Brady 4 with cf
Mom to Taylor 3 no cf, Chromosome deletion of 9q 21.2 q 22.2
I am so sorry for your loss! My condolences to you and Alan's family!
This saddens me so much! I feel sickened from seeing the post--- you will be in our thoughts!
Angie
Step-mom to Brittany 13 no cf
Mom to Tyler 12 no cf, cf carrier
Mom to Brady 4 with cf
Mom to Taylor 3 no cf, Chromosome deletion of 9q 21.2 q 22.2
lovingBenandCambree
New member
Jess-
I am so very sorry for your loss. I hope that with the love that you know Allan has for you that you can find strength and always hold that dear to you. My deepest condolences.
Emilee
I am so very sorry for your loss. I hope that with the love that you know Allan has for you that you can find strength and always hold that dear to you. My deepest condolences.
Emilee
spicyone18
New member
Jess,
I am so sorry for your loss. I know how difficult this time is for you. Just remember all the good times, and know that he is not suffering and he is now breathing easy! I will keep you and his family in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry for your loss. I know how difficult this time is for you. Just remember all the good times, and know that he is not suffering and he is now breathing easy! I will keep you and his family in my thoughts and prayers.
Saw this once and thought it was appropriate here....
God saw you getting weaker
and a cure was not to be
So he put his arms around you
and whispered come to me
With tearful eyes, we watched you
as we saw you pass away
Although we loved you dearly
He would not let you stay
A loving heart stopped beating
Hard working hands at rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best
RIP Allan
God saw you getting weaker
and a cure was not to be
So he put his arms around you
and whispered come to me
With tearful eyes, we watched you
as we saw you pass away
Although we loved you dearly
He would not let you stay
A loving heart stopped beating
Hard working hands at rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best
RIP Allan
Jessica, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I am without words only tears. I thought about you alot after I got off the IM w/ you last night. This just sucks! Now I really wish I could be near so you could have my shoulder. You are in my thoughts and prayers along w/ his family. I will still be here for you! Cfmama (Julie)
Jess-
I'm sorry just isn't enough to say.
I really enjoyed talking to Allan, he really knew how to put into words exactly what he wanted to say.
I don't know if you listen to country music but Kenney Chesney has a really great new song out, I heard it for the first time when my son was in the NICU clinging to life.
Who you'd be today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughin' in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that i've been through
Just knowin no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder
Who you'd be today
Would you see the world would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Somedays the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know
I'll see you again someday.
I'm sorry just isn't enough to say.
I really enjoyed talking to Allan, he really knew how to put into words exactly what he wanted to say.
I don't know if you listen to country music but Kenney Chesney has a really great new song out, I heard it for the first time when my son was in the NICU clinging to life.
Who you'd be today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughin' in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that i've been through
Just knowin no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder
Who you'd be today
Would you see the world would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Somedays the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know
I'll see you again someday.
senatorgraham
New member
Dear Jess,
Frail words cannot express how sorry I am, we all are for your bereavement. When one of us falls we are all diminshed and Allan is certainly missed-his wit, intellect and insight were treasures to us all. Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you and his family.
God Bless.
Sincerely,
"Senatorgraham"
"My friends are my estate. Forgive me the avarice to hoard them."-Emily Dickinson
Frail words cannot express how sorry I am, we all are for your bereavement. When one of us falls we are all diminshed and Allan is certainly missed-his wit, intellect and insight were treasures to us all. Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you and his family.
God Bless.
Sincerely,
"Senatorgraham"
"My friends are my estate. Forgive me the avarice to hoard them."-Emily Dickinson
moonshynchik
New member
i am soo sorry to hear about allan
i just saw that allan passed away, i did not know allan that much but i heard he was a good person, i thought he was doing really good but i guses he was not, all i have in my head is if he went to heaven, i pray that he did and that things will get better for the loved ones left behind, even though i did not know him i cryed, i did not understand why he died, i wish he would had lived, but if he is in heaven maybe he is in a better place and that he doses not have to sufer anymore, but i no he was a fighter who did his best
jessica you are in my prayers
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i just saw that allan passed away, i did not know allan that much but i heard he was a good person, i thought he was doing really good but i guses he was not, all i have in my head is if he went to heaven, i pray that he did and that things will get better for the loved ones left behind, even though i did not know him i cryed, i did not understand why he died, i wish he would had lived, but if he is in heaven maybe he is in a better place and that he doses not have to sufer anymore, but i no he was a fighter who did his best
jessica you are in my prayers
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Hearing this just broke my heart. I have been checking every day to see how he was doing. I cried when I read the news. I went through the same thing last year with my daughter. I hate Cf and what it does to our loved ones. If you ever need anyone to talk to you can e-mail me at Loleta22@aol.com.
Dear Jess...I am so very sorry to hear the news about Allan!! When I saw the post...I held my breath...and felt that I could hardly make myself read it. Allan was such a wonderful person...talented...funny...wise beyond his years...and an inspiration to all. I was so touched by the depth and purity of your love for one another...and that was an inspiration to me also!! Allan will always be remembered by those of us who have come to know him through his posts...and his memory will live on in our hearts! Jess...I will be continuing to pray for you as you go through this time. Peace...Hope and Love...Chloe