Am I a freak?

dbtoo

New member
I just found this site a couple of days ago, posted a couple of replys. I've been hoping for this type of site for a while (Why hasn't the CFF mentioned this from their website (do they now - haven't looked in awhile?).)

I was diagnosed with CF at age 14. I'll be 50 in Feb. 2007. I've always been on antibotics, do a nebulizer treatment twice a day, and take pancrease. I add in Tobi when I feel like I am getting a cold. I don't do chest pt.

I have not been hospitalized in 15 years, and the last stay was voluntary, mostly because I wanted to get out of work for a while. I've had two great clinics that the doctors where the best. What was formerly St. Christopher's Hospital for Children in Phila. PA where I was diagnosed, and West Chester Medical Center. I guess growing up with the doctors there, they took the time to know me as a person, not just a patient number. (I saddly regret, I have outlived a number of them - They are missed.)

I moved to Phoenix AZ 10 years ago. I don't go to a clinic any more, the one here in Phoenix doesn't seem to 'get me' in the least, nor understand my needs as an active adult who has CF - they <b> STILL </b> send correspondence "To the Parents of:". I needed to have meds refilled and called to ask for a perscription to be called in. They insisted that they would not fill any perscription until I came in for an appointment. It's not like I was asking for something new or off the wall, just an updated perscription with a date in this century. Granted, I hadn't been there in over a year. Which brings me to the point of 'am I a freak?'

I have 'moderate' lung involvment, moderate pancreatic involvement, am more sterile than an operating room. I haven't a clue what my pft's are, and don't understand half of the acronym's you guys are using. (my fault because I don't go to the clinic, I suppose.) Have I just been 'lucky', blessed or blindly stupid? (I'd go with the stupid.) I'm not 'in denial', really. I'll deny that I am in denial!

I work 40+ hours/week, am on call (they like to think) 24x7 (database administrator). I have two houses I do my own maintenance and yardwork on (and one is a serious challenge.) I occasionally visit the gym (ok, I drive by it more than go in it) and take spinning classes where I huff and puff my way through them. Even though I have pancreatic insufficiencies, I'm a fat boy, primarily because I over eat (my method of dealing with depression and boredom.) I'm married, one (adopted) daughter and my grandson living at home with me.

I thought, when I found this site, maybe I had something of myself to offer you. But I'm not really sure at this point. Is this forum not for me? Am I truely a freak?
 

dbtoo

New member
I just found this site a couple of days ago, posted a couple of replys. I've been hoping for this type of site for a while (Why hasn't the CFF mentioned this from their website (do they now - haven't looked in awhile?).)

I was diagnosed with CF at age 14. I'll be 50 in Feb. 2007. I've always been on antibotics, do a nebulizer treatment twice a day, and take pancrease. I add in Tobi when I feel like I am getting a cold. I don't do chest pt.

I have not been hospitalized in 15 years, and the last stay was voluntary, mostly because I wanted to get out of work for a while. I've had two great clinics that the doctors where the best. What was formerly St. Christopher's Hospital for Children in Phila. PA where I was diagnosed, and West Chester Medical Center. I guess growing up with the doctors there, they took the time to know me as a person, not just a patient number. (I saddly regret, I have outlived a number of them - They are missed.)

I moved to Phoenix AZ 10 years ago. I don't go to a clinic any more, the one here in Phoenix doesn't seem to 'get me' in the least, nor understand my needs as an active adult who has CF - they <b> STILL </b> send correspondence "To the Parents of:". I needed to have meds refilled and called to ask for a perscription to be called in. They insisted that they would not fill any perscription until I came in for an appointment. It's not like I was asking for something new or off the wall, just an updated perscription with a date in this century. Granted, I hadn't been there in over a year. Which brings me to the point of 'am I a freak?'

I have 'moderate' lung involvment, moderate pancreatic involvement, am more sterile than an operating room. I haven't a clue what my pft's are, and don't understand half of the acronym's you guys are using. (my fault because I don't go to the clinic, I suppose.) Have I just been 'lucky', blessed or blindly stupid? (I'd go with the stupid.) I'm not 'in denial', really. I'll deny that I am in denial!

I work 40+ hours/week, am on call (they like to think) 24x7 (database administrator). I have two houses I do my own maintenance and yardwork on (and one is a serious challenge.) I occasionally visit the gym (ok, I drive by it more than go in it) and take spinning classes where I huff and puff my way through them. Even though I have pancreatic insufficiencies, I'm a fat boy, primarily because I over eat (my method of dealing with depression and boredom.) I'm married, one (adopted) daughter and my grandson living at home with me.

I thought, when I found this site, maybe I had something of myself to offer you. But I'm not really sure at this point. Is this forum not for me? Am I truely a freak?
 

dbtoo

New member
I just found this site a couple of days ago, posted a couple of replys. I've been hoping for this type of site for a while (Why hasn't the CFF mentioned this from their website (do they now - haven't looked in awhile?).)

I was diagnosed with CF at age 14. I'll be 50 in Feb. 2007. I've always been on antibotics, do a nebulizer treatment twice a day, and take pancrease. I add in Tobi when I feel like I am getting a cold. I don't do chest pt.

I have not been hospitalized in 15 years, and the last stay was voluntary, mostly because I wanted to get out of work for a while. I've had two great clinics that the doctors where the best. What was formerly St. Christopher's Hospital for Children in Phila. PA where I was diagnosed, and West Chester Medical Center. I guess growing up with the doctors there, they took the time to know me as a person, not just a patient number. (I saddly regret, I have outlived a number of them - They are missed.)

I moved to Phoenix AZ 10 years ago. I don't go to a clinic any more, the one here in Phoenix doesn't seem to 'get me' in the least, nor understand my needs as an active adult who has CF - they <b> STILL </b> send correspondence "To the Parents of:". I needed to have meds refilled and called to ask for a perscription to be called in. They insisted that they would not fill any perscription until I came in for an appointment. It's not like I was asking for something new or off the wall, just an updated perscription with a date in this century. Granted, I hadn't been there in over a year. Which brings me to the point of 'am I a freak?'

I have 'moderate' lung involvment, moderate pancreatic involvement, am more sterile than an operating room. I haven't a clue what my pft's are, and don't understand half of the acronym's you guys are using. (my fault because I don't go to the clinic, I suppose.) Have I just been 'lucky', blessed or blindly stupid? (I'd go with the stupid.) I'm not 'in denial', really. I'll deny that I am in denial!

I work 40+ hours/week, am on call (they like to think) 24x7 (database administrator). I have two houses I do my own maintenance and yardwork on (and one is a serious challenge.) I occasionally visit the gym (ok, I drive by it more than go in it) and take spinning classes where I huff and puff my way through them. Even though I have pancreatic insufficiencies, I'm a fat boy, primarily because I over eat (my method of dealing with depression and boredom.) I'm married, one (adopted) daughter and my grandson living at home with me.

I thought, when I found this site, maybe I had something of myself to offer you. But I'm not really sure at this point. Is this forum not for me? Am I truely a freak?
 

NoExcuses

New member
CF varies drastically. And no one is sure why.

So no, you're not a freak. I've heard of people with your story before. Some people aren't diagnosed until their 40s or 50s. So their case is even more extreme than yours!

And I think everyone has something to contribute to the site. So please stick around <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 

NoExcuses

New member
CF varies drastically. And no one is sure why.

So no, you're not a freak. I've heard of people with your story before. Some people aren't diagnosed until their 40s or 50s. So their case is even more extreme than yours!

And I think everyone has something to contribute to the site. So please stick around <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 

NoExcuses

New member
CF varies drastically. And no one is sure why.

So no, you're not a freak. I've heard of people with your story before. Some people aren't diagnosed until their 40s or 50s. So their case is even more extreme than yours!

And I think everyone has something to contribute to the site. So please stick around <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 

LouLou

New member
I think most of us think of ourselves as a freak on this site. This is because no two cf patients have the same clinical outcome. Some relate to eachother more than others. Either way though what keeps most of us around is the immense about of knowledge people have to share and general understanding to our situation. Also, it is quite interesting and rather addictive to keep up with the goings on of a group as diverse as this one!

After all knowledge is power. Sooner or later you're likely to want to be the boss of your cf and to do so (I believe) you must learn as much as you can about what the hell is going on with you.

Welcome!

You can read my blog about me at LouLou.
 

LouLou

New member
I think most of us think of ourselves as a freak on this site. This is because no two cf patients have the same clinical outcome. Some relate to eachother more than others. Either way though what keeps most of us around is the immense about of knowledge people have to share and general understanding to our situation. Also, it is quite interesting and rather addictive to keep up with the goings on of a group as diverse as this one!

After all knowledge is power. Sooner or later you're likely to want to be the boss of your cf and to do so (I believe) you must learn as much as you can about what the hell is going on with you.

Welcome!

You can read my blog about me at LouLou.
 

LouLou

New member
I think most of us think of ourselves as a freak on this site. This is because no two cf patients have the same clinical outcome. Some relate to eachother more than others. Either way though what keeps most of us around is the immense about of knowledge people have to share and general understanding to our situation. Also, it is quite interesting and rather addictive to keep up with the goings on of a group as diverse as this one!

After all knowledge is power. Sooner or later you're likely to want to be the boss of your cf and to do so (I believe) you must learn as much as you can about what the hell is going on with you.

Welcome!

You can read my blog about me at LouLou.
 

CowTown

New member
Welcome!! You're not a freak just b/c you haven't been to clinic in a few years or aren't all that sick, you're just being you and living. It's great to hear how well you have been. I think it's crazy too that this site hasn't been more publicized like with CFF and in general. It's been amazing for me having found this. Knowing so many people will understand a situation that I'm in, is priceless. Stick around, this site is for all of us.
 

CowTown

New member
Welcome!! You're not a freak just b/c you haven't been to clinic in a few years or aren't all that sick, you're just being you and living. It's great to hear how well you have been. I think it's crazy too that this site hasn't been more publicized like with CFF and in general. It's been amazing for me having found this. Knowing so many people will understand a situation that I'm in, is priceless. Stick around, this site is for all of us.
 

CowTown

New member
Welcome!! You're not a freak just b/c you haven't been to clinic in a few years or aren't all that sick, you're just being you and living. It's great to hear how well you have been. I think it's crazy too that this site hasn't been more publicized like with CFF and in general. It's been amazing for me having found this. Knowing so many people will understand a situation that I'm in, is priceless. Stick around, this site is for all of us.
 

Fruity

New member
Hey there. Nope you aren't a freak. I was diagnosed at 14 too. I'm 18 now, and don't have to take enzymes. I'm "mild" too. I take pulmozyme and do CPT, as well as wear face masks to protect myself from others while in closed spaces. I have never been hospitalized for my CF *knock on wood* and see my doctors every three months, just to check in mainly. There are a lot of older adult CFers in this world now, so you aren't alone. It's wonderful that you're doing well. Keep it up <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Be well.

Ceci
 

Fruity

New member
Hey there. Nope you aren't a freak. I was diagnosed at 14 too. I'm 18 now, and don't have to take enzymes. I'm "mild" too. I take pulmozyme and do CPT, as well as wear face masks to protect myself from others while in closed spaces. I have never been hospitalized for my CF *knock on wood* and see my doctors every three months, just to check in mainly. There are a lot of older adult CFers in this world now, so you aren't alone. It's wonderful that you're doing well. Keep it up <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">

Be well.

Ceci
 
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