Hi there,
From the looks of your username, it looks like you may be a peds NP. Is that right? If so, good for you! But I can imagine that might be difficult for you having a career like that. Do you get sick often being around kids? I am also an RN(BSN) and I have 2 kids. I work full time and so does my spouse. We used donor sperm to get pregnant with our boys. We had to go see a counselor regarding the use of donor sperm and discuss how we would handle their questions in the future, etc. I do believe it's a good thing that they make sure you know what you're getting into prior to having kids, but at the same time it makes you think that you're not capable of handling things your own way. I can see why this doctor is concerned, but I do agree that it is up to YOU and nobody has the right to dictate your life or tell you what to do. If you want a family, then go for it!
But just keep in mind all future possibilities/questions...
- Will you be able to continue to work full time?
- If not, can you live on a part-time income?
- Who will take care of your kids when you need a break? -Who will take care of them if something happens to you?
- If you try to look for a relationship in the future, how will having a kid with a donor affect that?
- How will you handle the child's questions about the donor in the future?
I do know that this is done quite often in women who have not found "the one", as I know a few, but no one with CF. We have that luxury as women because we have all the equipment to carry a child without the need of a man. I think if you must talk to the ethics people, then just prove to them that you have it all figured out and that you will be a wonderful mother and that this is something natural for you to have. I think it all will work out fine.
Keep us posted.