Olympus,
Living with CF, we all have our good & bad days emotionally. It's OK to have a bad day. The key for me is to tell myself to buck up & try to stay positive. This is just my belief, but I know that God has His plan for me & my worrying isn't going to change that, I just try to trust in Him. It's easy for me to say that now, down the road as things may worsten, I may not be so trusting, who knows? Again, this is just my belief & I'm entitled to it, I'm not trying to stir up controversy there, but I can tell from your emails, Olympus that I think you have the same faith. I can also tell that you try to be a positive person too, which is good. You'll pull thru this.<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
Hang in there. I wish I knew someone who had had a kidney tx that I could have respond to your email. I read about people (non CFers) in newspapers, etc & as far as I know they do OK afterwards.
We're all pulling/praying for you. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">