<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>Ender</b></i>
I have to be the worst cfer....I almost wish i could post anon for this. But whatever, life is life.
I am obsessed with supplements...finding things to make me healthy....halt the progression....etc.
However, i think it's mostly to try and balance the bad. I smoke occasionally, upwards of 5+ cigarettes a day, more when i drink. I have been good lately, and have only been indulging myself when i drink...
Drinking....i can easily drink 3-4 times a week...in access to 5-6 beers a night, perhaps more when i am out with friends.
I take stimulants (speed, coke...) about once to twice a week. Mostly at the influence of my friends....
I don't smoke weed as much as i used to. I used to smoke 3-4 times a week, now i haven't smoked in a while....and i am fine with that.
Hallucinogens...once to twice a year. I have to say, you want a religious experience....try some mushrooms.
Honestly, a life drug free doesn't bother me. It's more the idea I can't do it because of cf that pisses me off. Perhaps that is why i push myself so hard with life, drugs, excercise, everything I do.
I might also add, on a good week, i excercise 5 times a week for about an hour a day. When i was working 40-60 hours a week, i didn't work out as much, however i figured work as my cardio.
Most of you have read my blog, and the supplements i take. I still take most of them. I have to say, they make all the difference (plus the cf assigned drugs ie tobra, zithro etc).
I'm just trying to put a bit of perspective to this thread, that besides the hordes of compliant people on this site (which it seems everyone is)...there are those that lead a more...unconventional life.
We live once. I chose to live my life WITH this disease, not by it. Ya i might die younger than some, i might live longer. However, i have realized i am comfortable with my decisions.
We aren't all perfect. If you aren't doing your neb for 2 hours a day, vest, drugs....don't get too hard on yourself. Chances are you will wake up tomorrow.
Just being honest,
Kiel</end quote></div>
Heh I can see the villagers with torches marching up to the castle now...I will try and hold them off as long as possible Kiel!!
/pours molten lead over the castle walls
Your a grown man dude, we all know right from wrong health wise, and pretty much all of us do atleast something we shouldn't, it's part of being human. Personally I wish there was something else out there for me that isn't flamingly illegal/detectable in pee, and also that isn't addictive/bad for my CF to do substance wise on weekends to wind down. Shrooms is about as close as I can see it going. Theres all kinds of hallucinogenic stuff from overseas, like in the jungles, but of course that isn't happening. Anyone got any peyote? I've always wanted to do some peyote and trip out like mad.
