Thankyou Faust,Jazzysmom,and Jodi.
Im not on birth control because i had my tubes tyed . But the depression was their before that . Ive tried Welbutrin and 2 other pills i dont remember the name , Ive also been to many Therapist and they dont help much. My friends have even abandoned me saying that im moody , and thats sad becasue real friends wouldnt abandon you even in the hardest times<img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0">
Ive tried excercising ill do it for a few weeks then the depression will hit me hard and i just want to sleep all day .
Its even come to the point where ill hurt myself because im so angry ..
I dont want my little boy seeing his mommy like this ...What would i say?
Hes my everything ! Hes my lil angel , his smile is well worth seeing every morning when i wake up .
I understand their are much worser diseases out their , but even when i think about that it still doesnt help much . Its not just my CF that depresses me its bills, my husband ,my father , the way people are these days . People that criticize me . Just everything put together plus i lack confidence very much so...
Plus i have sooo much i still want to do and see and i dont want to die until i do some of those things , but im n ot rich so i cant just pack up and go to the places i want to go .
Right now with my CF im not doing so well im wheezing and i threw up pieces of blood . Hopefully nothing really bad is going on in my lungs ...My doc said it was normal to sometimes throw up or spit out blood becasue your lungs get aggrivated..And to just stop doing the vest till the bleeding stops.
Im sorry if i have been a bother with this whole depression thing i really didnt want to post it in the forums because its very personal , but i really needed to just vent and to see if i was the only one with CF that felt this way .\
Vanessa/22/CF
Im not on birth control because i had my tubes tyed . But the depression was their before that . Ive tried Welbutrin and 2 other pills i dont remember the name , Ive also been to many Therapist and they dont help much. My friends have even abandoned me saying that im moody , and thats sad becasue real friends wouldnt abandon you even in the hardest times<img src="i/expressions/brokenheart.gif" border="0">
Ive tried excercising ill do it for a few weeks then the depression will hit me hard and i just want to sleep all day .
Its even come to the point where ill hurt myself because im so angry ..
I dont want my little boy seeing his mommy like this ...What would i say?
Hes my everything ! Hes my lil angel , his smile is well worth seeing every morning when i wake up .
I understand their are much worser diseases out their , but even when i think about that it still doesnt help much . Its not just my CF that depresses me its bills, my husband ,my father , the way people are these days . People that criticize me . Just everything put together plus i lack confidence very much so...
Plus i have sooo much i still want to do and see and i dont want to die until i do some of those things , but im n ot rich so i cant just pack up and go to the places i want to go .
Right now with my CF im not doing so well im wheezing and i threw up pieces of blood . Hopefully nothing really bad is going on in my lungs ...My doc said it was normal to sometimes throw up or spit out blood becasue your lungs get aggrivated..And to just stop doing the vest till the bleeding stops.
Im sorry if i have been a bother with this whole depression thing i really didnt want to post it in the forums because its very personal , but i really needed to just vent and to see if i was the only one with CF that felt this way .\
Vanessa/22/CF