<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>Ender</b></i>
I was reading Allie's blogs, and her myspace website...listening to depressing music...and I suddenly feel so alone.
If i died now...who would care? My family? Co workers? The guy at the corner store?
I dunno, sometimes i just think about how many people there are...and how we never really know anyone. It's depressing sometimes.
f*ck it, I need a smoke <img src="">
Kiel</end quote></div>
You would be correct Kiel. As I said in Seana's post, when any of us die, we will have immediate family, some extended family, and some close friends all miss us and feel bad due to us passing, but in general, in the big scheme of humanity, we won't be missed. We will die, and with time people will forget all about us, just like you don't think abour your great great great great great grandfather, and i'm sure, unless he contributed a massive positive aspect to the human race, noone else thinks about him either. It always boggles my mind why people all think they are so special. You/Me/everyone else is not special. The actual "special" people to be on earth were people like Einstein, possibly Hawking, extremely influencial political leaders, and some of the great musicians (and other types of course). We are all just vanilla hamsters running in wheels for corporations/systems, trying to infuse as many pleasurable distractions into our days as we can (sex, alcohol, drugs, extreme sports, movies, etc etc). I like you a ton Kiel, and I know you like me, but noone will ultimately remember you or me when we die, except for extremely close friends and loved ones, and family. That's just how life is.
This is why I tell everyone to be hedonists in general...Have as much great sex, and pleasurable distractions as possible while you can before you die.
