Brandi, we've had our differences of opinion, but I am glad to see that you posted that you are staying here. Life isn't easy, and I don't have CF so I can't even imagine how much stress that adds, but you will be ok if you just trudge through it like you have on here and just talk your way through it with others. I too have had some depression times in my life and did and said a lot of things for attention (and sometimes I still do, unconsciously) but sometimes talking is the best medicine. You and I might not have a lot in common now, but if you ever need someone to talk to or ask questions to you can email me anytime. Although I don't have CF, I am a nurse and my husband (who I have been with for over 5 years) does have CF. I do all I can to research the disease, find things that are avilable to CFers and my husband calls me his pittbull because I don't let anyone walk on his or any other CFers rights or what is due them. If you ever need anything, I am here, division902@hotmail.com.
Julie (wife to Mark 24 w/CF)