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{{{{{Hugs}}}}} to you Sonia..
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
{{{{{Hugs}}}}} to you Sonia..
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
{{{{{Hugs}}}}} to you Sonia..
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
{{{{{Hugs}}}}} to you Sonia..
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
{{{{{Hugs}}}}} to you Sonia..
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<br /> I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
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<br />I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
<br />
<br />Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
<br />
<br /> I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
<br />
<br />Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
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<br /> I know exactly what you mean about the friends/cleaning thing, so i guess i am crazy too <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-happy.gif" border="0"> ( 2nd time i called myself crazy today,lol, it really must be true !!)
<br />
<br />I'm glad that your parents will be staying with you during this time. Thank God for family..
<br />
<br />Have you talked to a professional about all of this? There have been times that i have reached out for help to therapists/priests when i have felt similar feelings.. It can all be overwhelming and with your hubby in the service it must be that much more..
<br />
<br /> I will be praying that the IV's have you feeling better ASAP..
<br />
<br />Please keep us posted when you can and God Bless you <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. I will keep everyone posted as it looks like Monday is the day. Then, won't have computer access until I get home, but will update.
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. I will keep everyone posted as it looks like Monday is the day. Then, won't have computer access until I get home, but will update.
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. I will keep everyone posted as it looks like Monday is the day. Then, won't have computer access until I get home, but will update.
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. I will keep everyone posted as it looks like Monday is the day. Then, won't have computer access until I get home, but will update.
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
Thanks again,
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. I will keep everyone posted as it looks like Monday is the day. Then, won't have computer access until I get home, but will update.
<br />
<br />I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
<br />
<br />Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
<br />
<br />Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
<br />
<br />Thanks again,
<br />
<br />I know a lot of this is my body reacting to stress/fear/etc. I have been on antidepressants before, but took myself off them in August. I thought I was doing really well. I really think I can handle things on my own. Well, until now. LOL! I did used to chat with a psychiatrist when on meds, but I'd prefer to talk with someone whose sole interest isn't to just give me drugs to mask the sadness and worry. I know these things are necessary at some times, but I personally sleep and feel sooo much better when I'm off them.
<br />
<br />Joni, I may actually take your advice and look for a chaplain on base or someone to just talk to. Being military AND having CF, there are some specific challenges with deployments and the fear of getting sick while hubby is gone, etc. So, sometimes I find myself saying, "no one except other CFers with spouse's who have deployed will understand, not even a therapist who treats CF or treats military families." I have to get beyond that and just give someone a chance to understand me. Maybe just telling my stories and my fears, etc. will make me feel better, no matter WHO its to.
<br />
<br />Anyway thanks everyone for the well wishes. I will certainly keep everyone posted. I have been feeling a bit better today, but still want to go in for a clean up since I've been sick twice now in 2 months and who knows what kind of damage that does if left untreated... even if we feel better. Right?
<br />
<br />Thanks again,
kayleesgrandma
New member
Sonia, I'm so sorry to hear this! I really hate that you have to go in w/o any access to the internet, to keep you company! I hope this is a quick few days, and you can be back with us again! I'm also sorry that your hubby is deployed at a time when you really need him, and I want you to know that I appreciate the sacrifice you (as a military spouse/family) are making to allow him to serve his country--for us.
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
kayleesgrandma
New member
Sonia, I'm so sorry to hear this! I really hate that you have to go in w/o any access to the internet, to keep you company! I hope this is a quick few days, and you can be back with us again! I'm also sorry that your hubby is deployed at a time when you really need him, and I want you to know that I appreciate the sacrifice you (as a military spouse/family) are making to allow him to serve his country--for us.
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
kayleesgrandma
New member
Sonia, I'm so sorry to hear this! I really hate that you have to go in w/o any access to the internet, to keep you company! I hope this is a quick few days, and you can be back with us again! I'm also sorry that your hubby is deployed at a time when you really need him, and I want you to know that I appreciate the sacrifice you (as a military spouse/family) are making to allow him to serve his country--for us.
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
kayleesgrandma
New member
Sonia, I'm so sorry to hear this! I really hate that you have to go in w/o any access to the internet, to keep you company! I hope this is a quick few days, and you can be back with us again! I'm also sorry that your hubby is deployed at a time when you really need him, and I want you to know that I appreciate the sacrifice you (as a military spouse/family) are making to allow him to serve his country--for us.
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
kayleesgrandma
New member
Sonia, I'm so sorry to hear this! I really hate that you have to go in w/o any access to the internet, to keep you company! I hope this is a quick few days, and you can be back with us again! I'm also sorry that your hubby is deployed at a time when you really need him, and I want you to know that I appreciate the sacrifice you (as a military spouse/family) are making to allow him to serve his country--for us.
<br />
<br />I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!
<br />
<br />I'm glad that your mom can be up here for you. Maybe this is just a bump in the road for now...Get better soon, we will miss you!