<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>mariahsmommy</b></i>
I am so glad to hear she is doing better. Thank the Lord for medicines. Hopefully this hypertonic saline will work for our daughter's it is so exciting yet scary. It is hard to use your child as a guinea pig. I am just waiting to hear back from her Dr. because I wanted to know how they felt about it.</end quote></div>
My husband and I grappled with this same emotion before putting our DD on hypertonic saline. We wanted her to try it because of it's possible (and likely) benefits, but were very uneasy about enrolling her in a "clinical trial." She is not a guinea pig. And we also realized that if it were not for the children before her - whose parents bravely enrolled them in trials - many of the drugs we have now would not be available. We would still be looking at a very short life for our children.
At the same time, if you have never had your child on nebs, it may be even more overwhelming and emotional. I can remember the emotions I had when I put the first spoonful of enzymes in my baby's mouth and the first time I had to setup nebs at home. For me, it made CF that much more real and it was scary.
I don't believe that there is a right or wrong answer here. I think that if you choose to have your DD do a clinical trial, make sure that it is something you are comfortable with. And if you choose not to, I am sure there will be plenty of opportunities in the future for you to decide again. Does this fit in our life? Do I feel comfortable with it? Do I want to do this? Only you can answer those questions.
Good luck.