I need to dig into medical reports and convince myself there is scientific hope for a cure. I've had too many years of engineering classes to not try to dig into the science behind it all. Plus for me when I'm learning something new it envelopes me fully and pretty much minimizes the brain power left over for feeling hopeless or depressed. The other way I've noticed I get hope, is to try to cheer up my Mom or daughter when they get depressed about it. Usually I do a good enough job giving them hope I start to believe myself. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> But if it's just me, then it's really tough. I've was only diagnosed recently so the concept of living permanently with a condition like this that isn't going to go away (like cancer can sometimes) and is only going to get worse, is a very difficult situation to deal with without getting depressed - at least to some degree. ~Juliet