Oh good, a place to bitch and moan....
Yesterday was a crappy day (somewhat today too)
I woke up in pain - in my ribs and shoulder/neck. It hurt to take deeper breaths, even to yawn or blow my nose. Then, I was SOB after walking up the stairs and thought I was going to pass out - I was panting and couldn't catch my breath because I couldn't breath deep. I almost called 911. I was beginning to wonder if I had a colapsed lung? I've never had one, I don't know what they feel like.
Maybe I should have gone to ER to make sure I wasn't in danger, but I wasn't in the mood.
I took a muscle relaxer before bed and some of the pain is better - so I can take those (somewhat) deeper breaths. And I was able to sleep a little, but not great.
Was/is it a muscle problem, was/is it pluersy (sp?)...
What ever it is, it made me wander down the road of self pity and thinking about my cf in the future, when it gets even tougher to breath. When I need to cough, but can't, so I just suffer with every breath.
SH*T
CF SUCKS
That was my first real BAD day in years.