<blockquote>Quote<br><hr><i>Originally posted by: <b>littledebbie</b></i><br>Bummer, Jennifer. I say steroid it up and run for the finish line!!!! Then drop and drug.
That is so funny it made me crack up.. I am for sure going to the finish line.. and I am probably sure I will finish it steroided (is that a word) up as well as drugged on something or another. Thanks for the laugh, I swear laughing is the best thing in the world for me and also the best known way to clear my lungs...
.. I have learned something over the past week with my step sister being dx with cancer.... even though it is totally treatable.... It made me learn how it feels to be on the side of sickness........ to be the loved one watching..instead of the love one sick.... and I really feel an overwhelming sense to take make wise choices in my life....
I know for me, my step sister is a grown women, still a kid to me (26) and because of my love for her, and we are not even real close, I was freaking out saying she HAS to go here to this hospital because it is the best, and if she won't go there I am going to knock her out and bring her myself.., she has to do this..because she has to do have this done because this what is best for her....
.Gee talk about being a hypocrit.... I want to do all my own stuff and that is that, but as soon as a loved one of mine is sick..I totally tried to take over, well I actually did take over.....which my step sister and family are thankful for..but I am just saying.. I kind of feel like a hypocrit now...
I can say one thing for sure, FOR ME, It is much easier to be the person with the health issues then it is to be the one to watch someone with it.. and I don't want to forget that... next time I want what I want...
I think it is important for me, well for us, to understand what the ppl in our lives go through, yet at the same time find the balance between not being a ppl pleaser or letting our dreams die.... Wish their was a pill to take for that answer.....
Jennifer