I don't mean this to be negative at all I'm just wondering if anyone else feels this way..
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>Solo</b></i>
Hello Opi. I haven't been on in a little as I'm trying to cut back on my net usage. With that being said you sound almost exactly like someone I work with. This person doesn't seem to care if he dies, as he is absolutely certain that he's going to "heaven." Not to pander to anyone's religious beliefs here, but in all likelihood if God has a better, secure place available for us, but first we must live in a shittier place with a huge burden (CF), that doesn't exactly fit all the hype of "loving" that God is attributed with, no offense, but that sounds like claptrap horse manure to me.
I know what you are going through, there's days where I feel like saying, "***** it" and taking twenty ambien and never wake up. But in all reality, being is I have an inflammation now, I still have a lot of stuff to do in this life. But when I cannot function as I am accustomed, I will gracefully terminate my being as to not become a burden on my father, as my mother is severely handicapped, and I wouldn't expect him to care for 2 people. I think a good analogy for this is that I consider myself as the pilot of the airplane I like to call "me", and at some point if I decide to take the plane down I think I have the right.
Anyways, I too live in Allentown, and I just had an appointment today with Dr. Vender. He said he always likes to try oral antibiotics first, sort of a last ditch effort, then if I don't get better, to go in for I.V.s. Like someone else mentioned, Hershey is a great hospital, you really should give it a once over. Take care pal.<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-cool.gif" border="0"></end quote></div>
wow another allentowner, what part? i live near the 15th st exit of rt 22