Hey Morgan this is Sara. I'm 16 and I have CF. I know how you feel, but you said that your friends look at you like a freak. A real friend would be there for you, so they are obviously not your friends. And don't worry about the girls that dumped you. You are only 13, there are more fish in the sea. It wasn't too long ago when I told my friends about my disease and my real friends accepted me how I am. My brother who is 15 also has CF and although he does, I still feel very alone. We are close, but no one in my family talks about CF. For a while I quit doing work at school or anything because I felt like it was a waste of my time and I would never live long enough to amount to anything anyways. But remember this, you don't know when your time is up and live life to the fullest while you have a chance. I know that what I'm writing to you probably won't change how you feel, but you can e-mail me if you want to. my e-mail adress is jakzgurl04@yahoo.com