junebugsmommy
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Thank you both for your thoughts and kind words. Today, despite sickness and fatigue, I took my son to the count fair. I love to see his face when he discovers something new, when spends time with my nieces, or when he realizes he can have a blast despite feeling terrible.
I know he needs these moments and so do I, but I cannot help bu take offense everytime someone says "take care of our boy" or "does he need..." "should you..." I think I am touchy because I am comepletely unsure what the right thing is, what I SHOULD be doing. I don't know if I am making any sense... but I pray that we are able to test him this week, I need to be able to test him this week. If the answer is yes then we have a name and we can get started attacking for health... and if the answer is no then I can stop worrying about this giant and begin searching for the real giant.
Stacey, I love the quote you have on your post. It really gave me some direction in knowing that I am doing exactly what my son needs. He needs to believe that he is fine... he needs to live in a world where he (for now) doesn't know how sick he really is.
Thank you again I hope I am in the wrong place talking to you all. But even if my son isn't a CFer every mother with an ill child needs a place to go and talk to other moms who understand no matter the diagnosis.
warmly,
Robin
I know he needs these moments and so do I, but I cannot help bu take offense everytime someone says "take care of our boy" or "does he need..." "should you..." I think I am touchy because I am comepletely unsure what the right thing is, what I SHOULD be doing. I don't know if I am making any sense... but I pray that we are able to test him this week, I need to be able to test him this week. If the answer is yes then we have a name and we can get started attacking for health... and if the answer is no then I can stop worrying about this giant and begin searching for the real giant.
Stacey, I love the quote you have on your post. It really gave me some direction in knowing that I am doing exactly what my son needs. He needs to believe that he is fine... he needs to live in a world where he (for now) doesn't know how sick he really is.
Thank you again I hope I am in the wrong place talking to you all. But even if my son isn't a CFer every mother with an ill child needs a place to go and talk to other moms who understand no matter the diagnosis.
warmly,
Robin