thanks for all the replys!
just to make it clear, after my dd was dx'd i decided i would not have another child UNLESS it was ivf/pgd because i would never want to put another child through such a hard life....
with out dd in the nicu for the first 3 weeks of her life and dh and i stressed out to the max we both made a bad decision and had unprotected sex.... it wasnt to get pregnant..
eitherway i took a test today and it was completly a BFN! i was 80% happy and 20% sad. i want more children for sure and i miss being pregnant alot but i know this is not how i want to go about it... i just dont know if well ever have the money for pgd <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0">