I understand your feeling of being an "outcast" of sorts. I wasnt dx until I was 7 & although I had terrible digestion issues which led to my dx, I was ok lung wise up until then. Even after dx when I went into the hospital, had hemoptysis, coughed a lot etc. I still felt like I was "different then other CFers".
When I initially joined the forum I was in despair. My life was turned upside down. My health was in the toilet & I thought "maybe" someone here would understand. WHICH THEY DID, but once my health stabilized I went back to feeling like I was "different" then all of "them".
Then my health turned for the worse again, but I never completely bounced back. I returned to this forum & never left. There are CFers here of every spectrum of CF. There are even people here that dont have an official CF dx, but can relate to what we deal with do to their physical struggles.
I am sure at times there is a bit of envy (I will admit its reared is head with me on occaision) when looking at those who havent progressed etc. Yet I am also very happy for them. I think what gets to me is when they take it for granted YET I have been there & done that. It reminds me of when a parent tells you "you will understand when you have your own kids some day" or something to that affect.
OK I have rambled enough.....
When I initially joined the forum I was in despair. My life was turned upside down. My health was in the toilet & I thought "maybe" someone here would understand. WHICH THEY DID, but once my health stabilized I went back to feeling like I was "different" then all of "them".
Then my health turned for the worse again, but I never completely bounced back. I returned to this forum & never left. There are CFers here of every spectrum of CF. There are even people here that dont have an official CF dx, but can relate to what we deal with do to their physical struggles.
I am sure at times there is a bit of envy (I will admit its reared is head with me on occaision) when looking at those who havent progressed etc. Yet I am also very happy for them. I think what gets to me is when they take it for granted YET I have been there & done that. It reminds me of when a parent tells you "you will understand when you have your own kids some day" or something to that affect.
OK I have rambled enough.....