The first time I went on on disability, I was in the same boat, I collected more on their long term disability program and I made almost equal to what I was making while I was working. It was amazing, and my old job from NJ paid for my health benefits as a gift to me, so I had no problem, I decided I wanted to go back to work but I went to a cleaner hospital, at this new hospital, you could not collect long term disability for a pre existing condition until you were there for a year, I ended up on life support two weeks before that year mark and I couldn't make it, SO I could not get paid for long term disability... I basically was incomeles, except for what my parents gave me.
You for sure are better off keeping your long term disability from work, I am not sure if you will still qualify for medicaid or not. I am on something called the working disabled so I am allowed to make much more money each month, and still get medicaid, My income monthly is almost allowed to be triple what someone who doesn't work is.
I am currently just on Medicaid, I am waiting for my Medicare to kick in, Having medicaid is very humiliating for me, I am not always treated with respect, until of course I am "justified" in the doctors eyes by being on medicaid and they don't think I am some slacker.. It is horrible, I need to see a gyno, and I won't go until I have medicare but either way, it is insurance,
This time around I was very, very fortunate to fall under Obama's new law that employers had to pay most of the cobra payment so for the first 16 months, I only had to pay 100 dollars for my cobra
As far as meeting deductibles, I hate to say this, but what I would always do is get a test done that was expensive that I knew the hospital would bill me for, that way I met my deductible and the rest of the essential stuff was paid for. I just made little payments on the hospital bill. It was a test I needed like a bone density or something like that.
Anyway, best of luck to you, once you do get approved for disability and you go off your long term disability if you have to, you can still work, keep your nursing license and keep your disability, which is really great. That is what I am doing right now
Best of luck to you