i'm an 18 year old girl with cf. i've had it since i was 3. last year i got sick three times in one school year and had to miss my last semester of highschool. i almost couldn't walk at graduation, and got my piccline out the day before prom. since then i have been severely depressed, i had to go to the hospital for 3 weeks, during christmas and got out on new years eve. i can't help but feel sorry for myself, i need help on what to do. ive tried to kill myself twice, and idk if you count it but i haven't done my treatments for about 4 months. i know dying that way will be slow and painful, but thats what i think i deserve. i live every day to its fullest, and im just ready to go, and not have to think about cf. this girl who hates me over a guy harasses me everyday about dying. asking me how long i have to live and that i should go try to kill myself again because im gonna die anyway. i have no idea what to do, and i feel helpless. please anyone, give me some advice, thanks.
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i'm an 18 year old girl with cf. i've had it since i was 3. last year i got sick three times in one school year and had to miss my last semester of highschool. i almost couldn't walk at graduation, and got my piccline out the day before prom. since then i have been severely depressed, i had to go to the hospital for 3 weeks, during christmas and got out on new years eve. i can't help but feel sorry for myself, i need help on what to do. ive tried to kill myself twice, and idk if you count it but i haven't done my treatments for about 4 months. i know dying that way will be slow and painful, but thats what i think i deserve. i live every day to its fullest, and im just ready to go, and not have to think about cf. this girl who hates me over a guy harasses me everyday about dying. asking me how long i have to live and that i should go try to kill myself again because im gonna die anyway. i have no idea what to do, and i feel helpless. please anyone, give me some advice, thanks.
i'm an 18 year old girl with cf. i've had it since i was 3. last year i got sick three times in one school year and had to miss my last semester of highschool. i almost couldn't walk at graduation, and got my piccline out the day before prom. since then i have been severely depressed, i had to go to the hospital for 3 weeks, during christmas and got out on new years eve. i can't help but feel sorry for myself, i need help on what to do. ive tried to kill myself twice, and idk if you count it but i haven't done my treatments for about 4 months. i know dying that way will be slow and painful, but thats what i think i deserve. i live every day to its fullest, and im just ready to go, and not have to think about cf. this girl who hates me over a guy harasses me everyday about dying. asking me how long i have to live and that i should go try to kill myself again because im gonna die anyway. i have no idea what to do, and i feel helpless. please anyone, give me some advice, thanks.
i'm an 18 year old girl with cf. i've had it since i was 3. last year i got sick three times in one school year and had to miss my last semester of highschool. i almost couldn't walk at graduation, and got my piccline out the day before prom. since then i have been severely depressed, i had to go to the hospital for 3 weeks, during christmas and got out on new years eve. i can't help but feel sorry for myself, i need help on what to do. ive tried to kill myself twice, and idk if you count it but i haven't done my treatments for about 4 months. i know dying that way will be slow and painful, but thats what i think i deserve. i live every day to its fullest, and im just ready to go, and not have to think about cf. this girl who hates me over a guy harasses me everyday about dying. asking me how long i have to live and that i should go try to kill myself again because im gonna die anyway. i have no idea what to do, and i feel helpless. please anyone, give me some advice, thanks.
i'm an 18 year old girl with cf. i've had it since i was 3. last year i got sick three times in one school year and had to miss my last semester of highschool. i almost couldn't walk at graduation, and got my piccline out the day before prom. since then i have been severely depressed, i had to go to the hospital for 3 weeks, during christmas and got out on new years eve. i can't help but feel sorry for myself, i need help on what to do. ive tried to kill myself twice, and idk if you count it but i haven't done my treatments for about 4 months. i know dying that way will be slow and painful, but thats what i think i deserve. i live every day to its fullest, and im just ready to go, and not have to think about cf. this girl who hates me over a guy harasses me everyday about dying. asking me how long i have to live and that i should go try to kill myself again because im gonna die anyway. i have no idea what to do, and i feel helpless. please anyone, give me some advice, thanks.
bananagirl
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I feel like you might want to try finding a counselor you could talk to. If you are willing to work on stuff they probably can really help you. Though if you do find a counselor to talk to be careful about saying you are going to kill yourself, just be sure if you say something you don't tell them that you have a plan cuz then they can put you in the metal hospital for I think it is 48 hrs but it might be 24.
bananagirl
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I feel like you might want to try finding a counselor you could talk to. If you are willing to work on stuff they probably can really help you. Though if you do find a counselor to talk to be careful about saying you are going to kill yourself, just be sure if you say something you don't tell them that you have a plan cuz then they can put you in the metal hospital for I think it is 48 hrs but it might be 24.
bananagirl
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I feel like you might want to try finding a counselor you could talk to. If you are willing to work on stuff they probably can really help you. Though if you do find a counselor to talk to be careful about saying you are going to kill yourself, just be sure if you say something you don't tell them that you have a plan cuz then they can put you in the metal hospital for I think it is 48 hrs but it might be 24.
bananagirl
New member
I feel like you might want to try finding a counselor you could talk to. If you are willing to work on stuff they probably can really help you. Though if you do find a counselor to talk to be careful about saying you are going to kill yourself, just be sure if you say something you don't tell them that you have a plan cuz then they can put you in the metal hospital for I think it is 48 hrs but it might be 24.
bananagirl
New member
I feel like you might want to try finding a counselor you could talk to. If you are willing to work on stuff they probably can really help you. Though if you do find a counselor to talk to be careful about saying you are going to kill yourself, just be sure if you say something you don't tell them that you have a plan cuz then they can put you in the metal hospital for I think it is 48 hrs but it might be 24.
Hi. I can't say I know exactly what you are going through. But I do know what its like to be a young woman and to feel helpless. I know what its like to be picked on and I know very well that girls can be MEAN.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
Hi. I can't say I know exactly what you are going through. But I do know what its like to be a young woman and to feel helpless. I know what its like to be picked on and I know very well that girls can be MEAN.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
Hi. I can't say I know exactly what you are going through. But I do know what its like to be a young woman and to feel helpless. I know what its like to be picked on and I know very well that girls can be MEAN.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
Hi. I can't say I know exactly what you are going through. But I do know what its like to be a young woman and to feel helpless. I know what its like to be picked on and I know very well that girls can be MEAN.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
Hi. I can't say I know exactly what you are going through. But I do know what its like to be a young woman and to feel helpless. I know what its like to be picked on and I know very well that girls can be MEAN.
<br />I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
<br />High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
<br />My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
<br />Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
<br />Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
<br />I also know that you DO NOT deserve to die slowly and painfully. You deserve to live.
<br />High school is tough. And it is especially tough for anyone who is considered "different" in anyway. But as you get older, you will discover that "different" is amazing.
<br />My advice to you is to tell you that your life is worth living, that you are a person worth loving and that the world is a better place with you in it. It's true I don't know you, but I can tell from your words that you are a strong and beautiful person who has gotten lost - like many of us have at times in our lives.
<br />Please find a counselor to talk to as Anna suggested. If you aren't ready for that, try visiting the adults forum on here and search for a woman with cf that you think can help you. There are some great women on here who are living succesful and full lives with CF and will probably have some great words of wisdom and can understand.
<br />Feel free to send me a private message at anytime.
I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. It sounds like you need to talk to someone, maybe a counselor or your parents. I think you need to get an adult involved with this girl who is harassing you; her behavior (although probably motivated by jealousy) is unacceptable. I hope you can hang in there and start doing your treatments again. Life gets so much better after high school. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Keep your chin up.
I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. It sounds like you need to talk to someone, maybe a counselor or your parents. I think you need to get an adult involved with this girl who is harassing you; her behavior (although probably motivated by jealousy) is unacceptable. I hope you can hang in there and start doing your treatments again. Life gets so much better after high school. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Keep your chin up.
I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. It sounds like you need to talk to someone, maybe a counselor or your parents. I think you need to get an adult involved with this girl who is harassing you; her behavior (although probably motivated by jealousy) is unacceptable. I hope you can hang in there and start doing your treatments again. Life gets so much better after high school. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Keep your chin up.
I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. It sounds like you need to talk to someone, maybe a counselor or your parents. I think you need to get an adult involved with this girl who is harassing you; her behavior (although probably motivated by jealousy) is unacceptable. I hope you can hang in there and start doing your treatments again. Life gets so much better after high school. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Keep your chin up.
I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. It sounds like you need to talk to someone, maybe a counselor or your parents. I think you need to get an adult involved with this girl who is harassing you; her behavior (although probably motivated by jealousy) is unacceptable. I hope you can hang in there and start doing your treatments again. Life gets so much better after high school. <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Keep your chin up.