thank you all for your support, i have gone on antidepressants and am looking to go to a rehabilitation program for 28 days, just to get away from everything, and when i tried to kill myself i was drunk both times. and i drank to self medicate, and it would just turn into me hating my cf and me raging out and going insane on everyone that was around me. i went on a family vacation to spain for 2 weeks, and i got back and feel a bit different, i realized that my family loves me more than anything and that they wouldn't know what to do with themselves without me. and ive realized that i was being selfish by wanting to leave them.. but i still have some big issues i need to work on. but from the last time i posed my views and mindset is changing every day. and again, thank you so much <3
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thank you all for your support, i have gone on antidepressants and am looking to go to a rehabilitation program for 28 days, just to get away from everything, and when i tried to kill myself i was drunk both times. and i drank to self medicate, and it would just turn into me hating my cf and me raging out and going insane on everyone that was around me. i went on a family vacation to spain for 2 weeks, and i got back and feel a bit different, i realized that my family loves me more than anything and that they wouldn't know what to do with themselves without me. and ive realized that i was being selfish by wanting to leave them.. but i still have some big issues i need to work on. but from the last time i posed my views and mindset is changing every day. and again, thank you so much <3
thank you all for your support, i have gone on antidepressants and am looking to go to a rehabilitation program for 28 days, just to get away from everything, and when i tried to kill myself i was drunk both times. and i drank to self medicate, and it would just turn into me hating my cf and me raging out and going insane on everyone that was around me. i went on a family vacation to spain for 2 weeks, and i got back and feel a bit different, i realized that my family loves me more than anything and that they wouldn't know what to do with themselves without me. and ive realized that i was being selfish by wanting to leave them.. but i still have some big issues i need to work on. but from the last time i posed my views and mindset is changing every day. and again, thank you so much <3
thank you all for your support, i have gone on antidepressants and am looking to go to a rehabilitation program for 28 days, just to get away from everything, and when i tried to kill myself i was drunk both times. and i drank to self medicate, and it would just turn into me hating my cf and me raging out and going insane on everyone that was around me. i went on a family vacation to spain for 2 weeks, and i got back and feel a bit different, i realized that my family loves me more than anything and that they wouldn't know what to do with themselves without me. and ive realized that i was being selfish by wanting to leave them.. but i still have some big issues i need to work on. but from the last time i posed my views and mindset is changing every day. and again, thank you so much <3
thank you all for your support, i have gone on antidepressants and am looking to go to a rehabilitation program for 28 days, just to get away from everything, and when i tried to kill myself i was drunk both times. and i drank to self medicate, and it would just turn into me hating my cf and me raging out and going insane on everyone that was around me. i went on a family vacation to spain for 2 weeks, and i got back and feel a bit different, i realized that my family loves me more than anything and that they wouldn't know what to do with themselves without me. and ive realized that i was being selfish by wanting to leave them.. but i still have some big issues i need to work on. but from the last time i posed my views and mindset is changing every day. and again, thank you so much <3
Im sorry someone has been mean to you. I've went through that before too. People are so cruel. I've had people say things to me, that i would never say to my worst enemy.
I'm glad your getting help and your feeling better! you will realize one day that CF is a gift. And there is a reason why we have it. It sucks, badly. But we are better people because of it. I wouldnt trade my CF for anything, just because i know what kind of person it's made me <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
I'm glad your getting help and your feeling better! you will realize one day that CF is a gift. And there is a reason why we have it. It sucks, badly. But we are better people because of it. I wouldnt trade my CF for anything, just because i know what kind of person it's made me <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
Im sorry someone has been mean to you. I've went through that before too. People are so cruel. I've had people say things to me, that i would never say to my worst enemy.
I'm glad your getting help and your feeling better! you will realize one day that CF is a gift. And there is a reason why we have it. It sucks, badly. But we are better people because of it. I wouldnt trade my CF for anything, just because i know what kind of person it's made me <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
I'm glad your getting help and your feeling better! you will realize one day that CF is a gift. And there is a reason why we have it. It sucks, badly. But we are better people because of it. I wouldnt trade my CF for anything, just because i know what kind of person it's made me <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
Im sorry someone has been mean to you. I've went through that before too. People are so cruel. I've had people say things to me, that i would never say to my worst enemy.
<br />I'm glad your getting help and your feeling better! you will realize one day that CF is a gift. And there is a reason why we have it. It sucks, badly. But we are better people because of it. I wouldnt trade my CF for anything, just because i know what kind of person it's made me <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
<br />I'm glad your getting help and your feeling better! you will realize one day that CF is a gift. And there is a reason why we have it. It sucks, badly. But we are better people because of it. I wouldnt trade my CF for anything, just because i know what kind of person it's made me <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
DogLuver105
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I understand what you are going through. I am 17 and I went through a tough year last year. My doctor thought i might just be clinically depressed because i kept getting sick for no reason. i did iv antibiotics almost 3 times that year. Cf is not fun by any means but it definately shapes our life in some ways. My best word of advice would be DONT give up on your treatments. That is definately the best thing you can do. I finally figured out that treatments actually help me, and arent just a waste of time. Dying a slow and painful death isnt fair to anyone, so dont do it to yourself. You can control your health to some degree, so take care of yourself because im sure you mean alot to lots of people but you may not realize it. No one wants to see you suffer like that.
DogLuver105
New member
I understand what you are going through. I am 17 and I went through a tough year last year. My doctor thought i might just be clinically depressed because i kept getting sick for no reason. i did iv antibiotics almost 3 times that year. Cf is not fun by any means but it definately shapes our life in some ways. My best word of advice would be DONT give up on your treatments. That is definately the best thing you can do. I finally figured out that treatments actually help me, and arent just a waste of time. Dying a slow and painful death isnt fair to anyone, so dont do it to yourself. You can control your health to some degree, so take care of yourself because im sure you mean alot to lots of people but you may not realize it. No one wants to see you suffer like that.
DogLuver105
New member
I understand what you are going through. I am 17 and I went through a tough year last year. My doctor thought i might just be clinically depressed because i kept getting sick for no reason. i did iv antibiotics almost 3 times that year. Cf is not fun by any means but it definately shapes our life in some ways. My best word of advice would be DONT give up on your treatments. That is definately the best thing you can do. I finally figured out that treatments actually help me, and arent just a waste of time. Dying a slow and painful death isnt fair to anyone, so dont do it to yourself. You can control your health to some degree, so take care of yourself because im sure you mean alot to lots of people but you may not realize it. No one wants to see you suffer like that.