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wannastayanonymous

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Well I see who I really am again.

Not who I wish I was, or who I dream to be.

Not only am I the guy who has something wrong with him, and can't stay healthy at work, but now I have commited my partner in all of this to deal with this disease in a way they have never had to. It is all too real now. No escape, just C flipping F.

No need to console me here. Just needed to vent my thoughts.
 
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wannastayanonymous

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Well I see who I really am again.

Not who I wish I was, or who I dream to be.

Not only am I the guy who has something wrong with him, and can't stay healthy at work, but now I have commited my partner in all of this to deal with this disease in a way they have never had to. It is all too real now. No escape, just C flipping F.

No need to console me here. Just needed to vent my thoughts.
 
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wannastayanonymous

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Well I see who I really am again.

Not who I wish I was, or who I dream to be.

Not only am I the guy who has something wrong with him, and can't stay healthy at work, but now I have commited my partner in all of this to deal with this disease in a way they have never had to. It is all too real now. No escape, just C flipping F.

No need to console me here. Just needed to vent my thoughts.
 
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littledebbie

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well since we arent required to console you I will just say I like your names both your id and your signature.

And...not to cosole as much as to commiserate....I feel ya. That blows.

supercalifragilisticexpealidociousDebbie <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0">
 
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littledebbie

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well since we arent required to console you I will just say I like your names both your id and your signature.

And...not to cosole as much as to commiserate....I feel ya. That blows.

supercalifragilisticexpealidociousDebbie <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0">
 
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littledebbie

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well since we arent required to console you I will just say I like your names both your id and your signature.

And...not to cosole as much as to commiserate....I feel ya. That blows.

supercalifragilisticexpealidociousDebbie <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-wink.gif" border="0">
 
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Lance2020x

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Well, I concure with both previous comments.

May I ask what this new thing is that your partner is having to deal with.
 
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Lance2020x

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Well, I concure with both previous comments.

May I ask what this new thing is that your partner is having to deal with.
 
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Lance2020x

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Well, I concure with both previous comments.

May I ask what this new thing is that your partner is having to deal with.
 
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wannastayanonymous

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Well, it isn't really new. Maybe it is just me finally coming to terms that my CF isn't something I can hide in the closet most of the time anymore and just ignore. And ignoring it was better or easier I think. Not worrying about them (my partner) having to deal with it on a daily basis, only when I got really sick, then it was gone again shortly after that.

I will never be the person they deserve, and no matter what I tell myself, or they tell me, I did this to them...
 
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wannastayanonymous

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Well, it isn't really new. Maybe it is just me finally coming to terms that my CF isn't something I can hide in the closet most of the time anymore and just ignore. And ignoring it was better or easier I think. Not worrying about them (my partner) having to deal with it on a daily basis, only when I got really sick, then it was gone again shortly after that.

I will never be the person they deserve, and no matter what I tell myself, or they tell me, I did this to them...
 
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wannastayanonymous

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Well, it isn't really new. Maybe it is just me finally coming to terms that my CF isn't something I can hide in the closet most of the time anymore and just ignore. And ignoring it was better or easier I think. Not worrying about them (my partner) having to deal with it on a daily basis, only when I got really sick, then it was gone again shortly after that.

I will never be the person they deserve, and no matter what I tell myself, or they tell me, I did this to them...
 
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Mockingbird

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>wannastayanonymous</b></i>

Well I see who I really am again.

Not who I wish I was, or who I dream to be.

Not only am I the guy who has something wrong with him, and can't stay healthy at work, but now I have commited my partner in all of this to deal with this disease in a way they have never had to. It is all too real now. No escape, just C flipping F.

No need to console me here. Just needed to vent my thoughts.</end quote></div>


Sorry, but you're not that special just because you have CF. Everyone has something wrong with them, CF or not, and everyone brings their own load of crap into every relationship they get into. My advice is to get over yourself and allow your partner to shoulder your burden. And then, when you've gotten over yourself, maybe you'll be able to help your partner with her burdens as well. That's what a relationship is, not being self-absorbed about your own burden, but bearing each other's burdens.
 
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Mockingbird

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>wannastayanonymous</b></i>

Well I see who I really am again.

Not who I wish I was, or who I dream to be.

Not only am I the guy who has something wrong with him, and can't stay healthy at work, but now I have commited my partner in all of this to deal with this disease in a way they have never had to. It is all too real now. No escape, just C flipping F.

No need to console me here. Just needed to vent my thoughts.</end quote></div>


Sorry, but you're not that special just because you have CF. Everyone has something wrong with them, CF or not, and everyone brings their own load of crap into every relationship they get into. My advice is to get over yourself and allow your partner to shoulder your burden. And then, when you've gotten over yourself, maybe you'll be able to help your partner with her burdens as well. That's what a relationship is, not being self-absorbed about your own burden, but bearing each other's burdens.
 
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