Why is everything going wrong for me.

snowcone200 · Jul 8, 2008

So I was feeling really down today, so I decided to go get dressed up and goto the mall. Hoping I meet some new people and get my confidence up. But soon as I step out the door I find my car is totally dead. Why bad things keep happening to me.

My second family forgot all about me.

My depression won't go away after two years of fighting it.

My health is crummy I can't work or goto school/college without problems.

I lost 9 pounds in the past 3 weeks.

I don't get it, I already have CF and diabetes to worry about so why does God let me suffer. two weeks ago I wanted to stop treatment and just die. Today I thought everything would go well I was feeling good and confident. Then my car won't start so now I am wreck. I know I haven't been going to church and keeping my faith high. But why, just last month two of my friends one from high school picked a fight with me now I don't see neither of them anymore. My ex who I care about a lot I lost her 2 years ago and nothing but hurt came from me meeting her in the hospital. I wanna be a nurse so bad but I can't stay in school because I am sick and depressed all the time.

I know we all have these days but c'mon why won't I get a break it's been years since I've been truely happy. And I am just 19 years old I am always helping people and they take my niceness for granted and hurt me. I don't know what to do, things are so bad that I want to just turn to drugs to deal with my life.

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snowcone200 · Jul 8, 2008

So I was feeling really down today, so I decided to go get dressed up and goto the mall. Hoping I meet some new people and get my confidence up. But soon as I step out the door I find my car is totally dead. Why bad things keep happening to me.

My second family forgot all about me.

My depression won't go away after two years of fighting it.

My health is crummy I can't work or goto school/college without problems.

I lost 9 pounds in the past 3 weeks.

I don't get it, I already have CF and diabetes to worry about so why does God let me suffer. two weeks ago I wanted to stop treatment and just die. Today I thought everything would go well I was feeling good and confident. Then my car won't start so now I am wreck. I know I haven't been going to church and keeping my faith high. But why, just last month two of my friends one from high school picked a fight with me now I don't see neither of them anymore. My ex who I care about a lot I lost her 2 years ago and nothing but hurt came from me meeting her in the hospital. I wanna be a nurse so bad but I can't stay in school because I am sick and depressed all the time.

I know we all have these days but c'mon why won't I get a break it's been years since I've been truely happy. And I am just 19 years old I am always helping people and they take my niceness for granted and hurt me. I don't know what to do, things are so bad that I want to just turn to drugs to deal with my life.

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snowcone200 · Jul 8, 2008

So I was feeling really down today, so I decided to go get dressed up and goto the mall. Hoping I meet some new people and get my confidence up. But soon as I step out the door I find my car is totally dead. Why bad things keep happening to me.

My second family forgot all about me.

My depression won't go away after two years of fighting it.

My health is crummy I can't work or goto school/college without problems.

I lost 9 pounds in the past 3 weeks.

I don't get it, I already have CF and diabetes to worry about so why does God let me suffer. two weeks ago I wanted to stop treatment and just die. Today I thought everything would go well I was feeling good and confident. Then my car won't start so now I am wreck. I know I haven't been going to church and keeping my faith high. But why, just last month two of my friends one from high school picked a fight with me now I don't see neither of them anymore. My ex who I care about a lot I lost her 2 years ago and nothing but hurt came from me meeting her in the hospital. I wanna be a nurse so bad but I can't stay in school because I am sick and depressed all the time.

I know we all have these days but c'mon why won't I get a break it's been years since I've been truely happy. And I am just 19 years old I am always helping people and they take my niceness for granted and hurt me. I don't know what to do, things are so bad that I want to just turn to drugs to deal with my life.

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snowcone200 · Jul 8, 2008

So I was feeling really down today, so I decided to go get dressed up and goto the mall. Hoping I meet some new people and get my confidence up. But soon as I step out the door I find my car is totally dead. Why bad things keep happening to me.

My second family forgot all about me.

My depression won't go away after two years of fighting it.

My health is crummy I can't work or goto school/college without problems.

I lost 9 pounds in the past 3 weeks.

I don't get it, I already have CF and diabetes to worry about so why does God let me suffer. two weeks ago I wanted to stop treatment and just die. Today I thought everything would go well I was feeling good and confident. Then my car won't start so now I am wreck. I know I haven't been going to church and keeping my faith high. But why, just last month two of my friends one from high school picked a fight with me now I don't see neither of them anymore. My ex who I care about a lot I lost her 2 years ago and nothing but hurt came from me meeting her in the hospital. I wanna be a nurse so bad but I can't stay in school because I am sick and depressed all the time.

I know we all have these days but c'mon why won't I get a break it's been years since I've been truely happy. And I am just 19 years old I am always helping people and they take my niceness for granted and hurt me. I don't know what to do, things are so bad that I want to just turn to drugs to deal with my life.

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snowcone200 · Jul 8, 2008

So I was feeling really down today, so I decided to go get dressed up and goto the mall. Hoping I meet some new people and get my confidence up. But soon as I step out the door I find my car is totally dead. Why bad things keep happening to me.
 
 My second family forgot all about me.
 
 My depression won't go away after two years of fighting it.
 
 My health is crummy I can't work or goto school/college without problems.
 
 I lost 9 pounds in the past 3 weeks.
 
 I don't get it, I already have CF and diabetes to worry about so why does God let me suffer. two weeks ago I wanted to stop treatment and just die. Today I thought everything would go well I was feeling good and confident. Then my car won't start so now I am wreck. I know I haven't been going to church and keeping my faith high. But why, just last month two of my friends one from high school picked a fight with me now I don't see neither of them anymore. My ex who I care about a lot I lost her 2 years ago and nothing but hurt came from me meeting her in the hospital. I wanna be a nurse so bad but I can't stay in school because I am sick and depressed all the time.
 
 I know we all have these days but c'mon why won't I get a break it's been years since I've been truely happy. And I am just 19 years old I am always helping people and they take my niceness for granted and hurt me. I don't know what to do, things are so bad that I want to just turn to drugs to deal with my life.
 
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madencanada · Jul 8, 2008

So sorry that you are feeling down .. sometimes it seems that things happen in clusters or 3's . Anyway , i'm sure things will start looking up for ya , as long as you stay off of the bad drugs . They will create a whole new battery of problems for you . Hope that rest of your day / week goes better for ya .<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

madencanada · Jul 8, 2008

So sorry that you are feeling down .. sometimes it seems that things happen in clusters or 3's . Anyway , i'm sure things will start looking up for ya , as long as you stay off of the bad drugs . They will create a whole new battery of problems for you . Hope that rest of your day / week goes better for ya .<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

madencanada · Jul 8, 2008

So sorry that you are feeling down .. sometimes it seems that things happen in clusters or 3's . Anyway , i'm sure things will start looking up for ya , as long as you stay off of the bad drugs . They will create a whole new battery of problems for you . Hope that rest of your day / week goes better for ya .<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

madencanada · Jul 8, 2008

So sorry that you are feeling down .. sometimes it seems that things happen in clusters or 3's . Anyway , i'm sure things will start looking up for ya , as long as you stay off of the bad drugs . They will create a whole new battery of problems for you . Hope that rest of your day / week goes better for ya .<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

madencanada · Jul 8, 2008

So sorry that you are feeling down .. sometimes it seems that things happen in clusters or 3's . Anyway , i'm sure things will start looking up for ya , as long as you stay off of the bad drugs . They will create a whole new battery of problems for you . Hope that rest of your day / week goes better for ya .<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">

Mockingbird · Jul 8, 2008

I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time.

Your message reminded me of two people in the bible, Elijah and Jeremiah. Elijah was so depressed he walked out into the wilderness, sat under a tree, and said "It is enough. Now, O Lord, take my life."

Jeremiah was so depressed he said to God, "I did not sit in the circle of merrymakers, nor did I exult. Because of Your hand upon me I sat alone, for You filled me with indignation. Why has my pain been perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will You indeed be to me like a deceptive stream with water that is unreliable?" and, "Cursed be the day when I was born . . . Why did I ever come forth from the womb to look upon trouble and sorrow, so that my days have been spent in shame?"

Both men were much like you, they spent their lives trying to help Israel, and yet their own friends and family turned against them.

However, this is what God said to Jeremiah, "If you return, then I will restore you - before Me you will stand; and if you extract the precious from the worthless, you will become My spokesman. They for their part may turn to you, but as for you, you must not turn to them. Then I will make you to this people a fortified wall of bronze; and though they fight against you, they will not prevail against you; for I am with you to save you and deliver you."

In other words, both Jeremiah and Elijah were trying to do things their own way; they had their own expectations of how their life was supposed to work. However, God knew their way wasn't going to work at all, and He needed them to turn to Him and rely on Him so He could guide them in a way that would work. This doesn't mean they turned to God and they were instantly happy; Jeremiah in particular had quite a rough road ahead. However, God responded by giving Jeremiah strentgh and peace even in the midst of tribulation (This is what He meant when he said, "I will make you a fortified wall of bronze).

Let's face it, life stinks sometimes. However, will you be overcome by it, or will you overcome? God does not give us problems so we can be overcome by them, but He desires us to learn to overcome them.

It deosn't matter if you dont have enough faith or you haven't been going to church. God loves you and wants you to have the strength to get through this life. Pray to Him, and ask Him to give you strength and to send His Spirit to guide you and show you His way. I'll be praying for you as well.

Mockingbird · Jul 8, 2008

I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time.

Your message reminded me of two people in the bible, Elijah and Jeremiah. Elijah was so depressed he walked out into the wilderness, sat under a tree, and said "It is enough. Now, O Lord, take my life."

Jeremiah was so depressed he said to God, "I did not sit in the circle of merrymakers, nor did I exult. Because of Your hand upon me I sat alone, for You filled me with indignation. Why has my pain been perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will You indeed be to me like a deceptive stream with water that is unreliable?" and, "Cursed be the day when I was born . . . Why did I ever come forth from the womb to look upon trouble and sorrow, so that my days have been spent in shame?"

Both men were much like you, they spent their lives trying to help Israel, and yet their own friends and family turned against them.

However, this is what God said to Jeremiah, "If you return, then I will restore you - before Me you will stand; and if you extract the precious from the worthless, you will become My spokesman. They for their part may turn to you, but as for you, you must not turn to them. Then I will make you to this people a fortified wall of bronze; and though they fight against you, they will not prevail against you; for I am with you to save you and deliver you."

In other words, both Jeremiah and Elijah were trying to do things their own way; they had their own expectations of how their life was supposed to work. However, God knew their way wasn't going to work at all, and He needed them to turn to Him and rely on Him so He could guide them in a way that would work. This doesn't mean they turned to God and they were instantly happy; Jeremiah in particular had quite a rough road ahead. However, God responded by giving Jeremiah strentgh and peace even in the midst of tribulation (This is what He meant when he said, "I will make you a fortified wall of bronze).

Let's face it, life stinks sometimes. However, will you be overcome by it, or will you overcome? God does not give us problems so we can be overcome by them, but He desires us to learn to overcome them.

It deosn't matter if you dont have enough faith or you haven't been going to church. God loves you and wants you to have the strength to get through this life. Pray to Him, and ask Him to give you strength and to send His Spirit to guide you and show you His way. I'll be praying for you as well.

Mockingbird · Jul 8, 2008

I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time.

Your message reminded me of two people in the bible, Elijah and Jeremiah. Elijah was so depressed he walked out into the wilderness, sat under a tree, and said "It is enough. Now, O Lord, take my life."

Jeremiah was so depressed he said to God, "I did not sit in the circle of merrymakers, nor did I exult. Because of Your hand upon me I sat alone, for You filled me with indignation. Why has my pain been perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will You indeed be to me like a deceptive stream with water that is unreliable?" and, "Cursed be the day when I was born . . . Why did I ever come forth from the womb to look upon trouble and sorrow, so that my days have been spent in shame?"

Both men were much like you, they spent their lives trying to help Israel, and yet their own friends and family turned against them.

However, this is what God said to Jeremiah, "If you return, then I will restore you - before Me you will stand; and if you extract the precious from the worthless, you will become My spokesman. They for their part may turn to you, but as for you, you must not turn to them. Then I will make you to this people a fortified wall of bronze; and though they fight against you, they will not prevail against you; for I am with you to save you and deliver you."

In other words, both Jeremiah and Elijah were trying to do things their own way; they had their own expectations of how their life was supposed to work. However, God knew their way wasn't going to work at all, and He needed them to turn to Him and rely on Him so He could guide them in a way that would work. This doesn't mean they turned to God and they were instantly happy; Jeremiah in particular had quite a rough road ahead. However, God responded by giving Jeremiah strentgh and peace even in the midst of tribulation (This is what He meant when he said, "I will make you a fortified wall of bronze).

Let's face it, life stinks sometimes. However, will you be overcome by it, or will you overcome? God does not give us problems so we can be overcome by them, but He desires us to learn to overcome them.

It deosn't matter if you dont have enough faith or you haven't been going to church. God loves you and wants you to have the strength to get through this life. Pray to Him, and ask Him to give you strength and to send His Spirit to guide you and show you His way. I'll be praying for you as well.

Mockingbird · Jul 8, 2008

I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time.

Your message reminded me of two people in the bible, Elijah and Jeremiah. Elijah was so depressed he walked out into the wilderness, sat under a tree, and said "It is enough. Now, O Lord, take my life."

Jeremiah was so depressed he said to God, "I did not sit in the circle of merrymakers, nor did I exult. Because of Your hand upon me I sat alone, for You filled me with indignation. Why has my pain been perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will You indeed be to me like a deceptive stream with water that is unreliable?" and, "Cursed be the day when I was born . . . Why did I ever come forth from the womb to look upon trouble and sorrow, so that my days have been spent in shame?"

Both men were much like you, they spent their lives trying to help Israel, and yet their own friends and family turned against them.

However, this is what God said to Jeremiah, "If you return, then I will restore you - before Me you will stand; and if you extract the precious from the worthless, you will become My spokesman. They for their part may turn to you, but as for you, you must not turn to them. Then I will make you to this people a fortified wall of bronze; and though they fight against you, they will not prevail against you; for I am with you to save you and deliver you."

In other words, both Jeremiah and Elijah were trying to do things their own way; they had their own expectations of how their life was supposed to work. However, God knew their way wasn't going to work at all, and He needed them to turn to Him and rely on Him so He could guide them in a way that would work. This doesn't mean they turned to God and they were instantly happy; Jeremiah in particular had quite a rough road ahead. However, God responded by giving Jeremiah strentgh and peace even in the midst of tribulation (This is what He meant when he said, "I will make you a fortified wall of bronze).

Let's face it, life stinks sometimes. However, will you be overcome by it, or will you overcome? God does not give us problems so we can be overcome by them, but He desires us to learn to overcome them.

It deosn't matter if you dont have enough faith or you haven't been going to church. God loves you and wants you to have the strength to get through this life. Pray to Him, and ask Him to give you strength and to send His Spirit to guide you and show you His way. I'll be praying for you as well.

Mockingbird · Jul 8, 2008

I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time.
 
 Your message reminded me of two people in the bible, Elijah and Jeremiah. Elijah was so depressed he walked out into the wilderness, sat under a tree, and said "It is enough. Now, O Lord, take my life."
 
 Jeremiah was so depressed he said to God, "I did not sit in the circle of merrymakers, nor did I exult. Because of Your hand upon me I sat alone, for You filled me with indignation. Why has my pain been perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will You indeed be to me like a deceptive stream with water that is unreliable?" and, "Cursed be the day when I was born . . . Why did I ever come forth from the womb to look upon trouble and sorrow, so that my days have been spent in shame?"
 
 Both men were much like you, they spent their lives trying to help Israel, and yet their own friends and family turned against them.
 
 However, this is what God said to Jeremiah, "If you return, then I will restore you - before Me you will stand; and if you extract the precious from the worthless, you will become My spokesman. They for their part may turn to you, but as for you, you must not turn to them. Then I will make you to this people a fortified wall of bronze; and though they fight against you, they will not prevail against you; for I am with you to save you and deliver you."
 
 In other words, both Jeremiah and Elijah were trying to do things their own way; they had their own expectations of how their life was supposed to work. However, God knew their way wasn't going to work at all, and He needed them to turn to Him and rely on Him so He could guide them in a way that would work. This doesn't mean they turned to God and they were instantly happy; Jeremiah in particular had quite a rough road ahead. However, God responded by giving Jeremiah strentgh and peace even in the midst of tribulation (This is what He meant when he said, "I will make you a fortified wall of bronze).
 
 Let's face it, life stinks sometimes. However, will you be overcome by it, or will you overcome? God does not give us problems so we can be overcome by them, but He desires us to learn to overcome them.
 
 It deosn't matter if you dont have enough faith or you haven't been going to church. God loves you and wants you to have the strength to get through this life. Pray to Him, and ask Him to give you strength and to send His Spirit to guide you and show you His way. I'll be praying for you as well.

shea14 · Jul 9, 2008

I am very sorry you are having such a difficult time!!! I do want to let you know that God does not make bad things he just allows our lives to play out on their own!!!! I know how it goes when it rains it pours!!!!!!!!! Sometimes the only thing you can do about a bad situation is keep your head off and let it roll off (easier said than done I know). I can tell you from experience when I was a teenager that your life will change so drastically in the next few years. If you allow yourself to keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other then in a few years you will look back and wonder why everything is such a big deal. Have you talked to anyone proffessinally? When I was a teen I was labeled with depression and bi-polar but as soon as my hormones were done changing it all went away and never came back. I know the cf and diabeties will never go away but the rest of these problems will. And if you think you are sad now wait, it's nothing compared to how you will feel about yourself if you start taking drugs!! I promise that the short high from drugs is nothing compared to the horrible feeling of coming back to reality and looking up the hole you have just dug!! It's always better to face your problems head on. There is a saying "wherever you go there you are" and it is so true. Just chose who you are going to be and stay strong and you will be fine!!!!

shea14 · Jul 9, 2008

I am very sorry you are having such a difficult time!!! I do want to let you know that God does not make bad things he just allows our lives to play out on their own!!!! I know how it goes when it rains it pours!!!!!!!!! Sometimes the only thing you can do about a bad situation is keep your head off and let it roll off (easier said than done I know). I can tell you from experience when I was a teenager that your life will change so drastically in the next few years. If you allow yourself to keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other then in a few years you will look back and wonder why everything is such a big deal. Have you talked to anyone proffessinally? When I was a teen I was labeled with depression and bi-polar but as soon as my hormones were done changing it all went away and never came back. I know the cf and diabeties will never go away but the rest of these problems will. And if you think you are sad now wait, it's nothing compared to how you will feel about yourself if you start taking drugs!! I promise that the short high from drugs is nothing compared to the horrible feeling of coming back to reality and looking up the hole you have just dug!! It's always better to face your problems head on. There is a saying "wherever you go there you are" and it is so true. Just chose who you are going to be and stay strong and you will be fine!!!!

shea14 · Jul 9, 2008

I am very sorry you are having such a difficult time!!! I do want to let you know that God does not make bad things he just allows our lives to play out on their own!!!! I know how it goes when it rains it pours!!!!!!!!! Sometimes the only thing you can do about a bad situation is keep your head off and let it roll off (easier said than done I know). I can tell you from experience when I was a teenager that your life will change so drastically in the next few years. If you allow yourself to keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other then in a few years you will look back and wonder why everything is such a big deal. Have you talked to anyone proffessinally? When I was a teen I was labeled with depression and bi-polar but as soon as my hormones were done changing it all went away and never came back. I know the cf and diabeties will never go away but the rest of these problems will. And if you think you are sad now wait, it's nothing compared to how you will feel about yourself if you start taking drugs!! I promise that the short high from drugs is nothing compared to the horrible feeling of coming back to reality and looking up the hole you have just dug!! It's always better to face your problems head on. There is a saying "wherever you go there you are" and it is so true. Just chose who you are going to be and stay strong and you will be fine!!!!

shea14 · Jul 9, 2008

I am very sorry you are having such a difficult time!!! I do want to let you know that God does not make bad things he just allows our lives to play out on their own!!!! I know how it goes when it rains it pours!!!!!!!!! Sometimes the only thing you can do about a bad situation is keep your head off and let it roll off (easier said than done I know). I can tell you from experience when I was a teenager that your life will change so drastically in the next few years. If you allow yourself to keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other then in a few years you will look back and wonder why everything is such a big deal. Have you talked to anyone proffessinally? When I was a teen I was labeled with depression and bi-polar but as soon as my hormones were done changing it all went away and never came back. I know the cf and diabeties will never go away but the rest of these problems will. And if you think you are sad now wait, it's nothing compared to how you will feel about yourself if you start taking drugs!! I promise that the short high from drugs is nothing compared to the horrible feeling of coming back to reality and looking up the hole you have just dug!! It's always better to face your problems head on. There is a saying "wherever you go there you are" and it is so true. Just chose who you are going to be and stay strong and you will be fine!!!!

shea14 · Jul 9, 2008

I am very sorry you are having such a difficult time!!! I do want to let you know that God does not make bad things he just allows our lives to play out on their own!!!! I know how it goes when it rains it pours!!!!!!!!! Sometimes the only thing you can do about a bad situation is keep your head off and let it roll off (easier said than done I know). I can tell you from experience when I was a teenager that your life will change so drastically in the next few years. If you allow yourself to keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other then in a few years you will look back and wonder why everything is such a big deal. Have you talked to anyone proffessinally? When I was a teen I was labeled with depression and bi-polar but as soon as my hormones were done changing it all went away and never came back. I know the cf and diabeties will never go away but the rest of these problems will. And if you think you are sad now wait, it's nothing compared to how you will feel about yourself if you start taking drugs!! I promise that the short high from drugs is nothing compared to the horrible feeling of coming back to reality and looking up the hole you have just dug!! It's always better to face your problems head on. There is a saying "wherever you go there you are" and it is so true. Just chose who you are going to be and stay strong and you will be fine!!!!

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