My child wasnt diagnosed until he was 9 months and although this is a terrible disease you sound like you are ready and willing to do whatever you need to prepare and care for you sweet child!I have to say that although this sounds funny I would think its good you found out now.I think all parents go through a rough patch getting used to the idea and then eventually we all come to terms you are already there!Also your child gets treatment from day one which is also the very best for him or her.Good luck to you and congrats!!!