tessa55454
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You know, I was really thinking if I wanted to comment on this one. Meaning: is there a valid point to be made here.
I don't think people in general with many chronic illness's blame God or whomever everyday of there lives. I believe it happens here and there, when life gets tough, and you are tired. You are tired of everything, not one thing...but just the whole darn picture. If you think about this world, it is made for healthy people. People that have all the fortunes of two lungs that work great, or two feet to walk with, or don't have severe bouts of depression; this world as we know it runs a lot smoother.
Sometimes I think if I was in a wheel chair, I would be so spittin' mad I am not sure what I would do. A friend of mine has MS for over ten years now, she would rather have MS than CF. I think that says something about CF.
Another situation too is, we are surrounded daily by people who remind of us how healthy they are, just by existing. Who can take there time and run with life, not take care of themself and just not care. Our time line to not care, really doesn't exist; if so...for a very short time and then we have to grow-up. We have to grow-up because our lives, as you look in the mirror, depends on it.
I think the point here is, that a person gets tired sometimes, plain tired. Doesn't want to think about the next hill they have to climb to get to the other side, there are just tired. Sometimes I would like the world to slow down, take a look around more; but many times it doesn't. So, as a person in this world I have to exert tolerance for peoples behaviors, decisions, and lack of common sense. That takes energy when you are tired.
I am not tired today, but I will be again. I have been so many countless times in the past, and it will present itself again. That is part of play in my life. That is fine when I am not tired. When you have energy and air in your lungs, life is a bit brighter. The personality of yourself comes out, and the energy to move on is there. But, the energy comes from within, generated by you..
I am a positive person, and I surround myself with people that have great energy. I don't complain hardly at all. I am a lot more even keal then most people I know, by practice mind you. I have a high tolerance (again by practice) for people and situations. But, I think at times I would like to shed this clothing, everything that constitute the WORK with Cf, hang it up, and be done. I think sometimes pointing fingers gets misconstruded as just being tired. Not that we are unappreciative people, that's not it, because with bad there is always good. We are human, you get tired sometimes.
Tessa 27 w/cf
I don't think people in general with many chronic illness's blame God or whomever everyday of there lives. I believe it happens here and there, when life gets tough, and you are tired. You are tired of everything, not one thing...but just the whole darn picture. If you think about this world, it is made for healthy people. People that have all the fortunes of two lungs that work great, or two feet to walk with, or don't have severe bouts of depression; this world as we know it runs a lot smoother.
Sometimes I think if I was in a wheel chair, I would be so spittin' mad I am not sure what I would do. A friend of mine has MS for over ten years now, she would rather have MS than CF. I think that says something about CF.
Another situation too is, we are surrounded daily by people who remind of us how healthy they are, just by existing. Who can take there time and run with life, not take care of themself and just not care. Our time line to not care, really doesn't exist; if so...for a very short time and then we have to grow-up. We have to grow-up because our lives, as you look in the mirror, depends on it.
I think the point here is, that a person gets tired sometimes, plain tired. Doesn't want to think about the next hill they have to climb to get to the other side, there are just tired. Sometimes I would like the world to slow down, take a look around more; but many times it doesn't. So, as a person in this world I have to exert tolerance for peoples behaviors, decisions, and lack of common sense. That takes energy when you are tired.
I am not tired today, but I will be again. I have been so many countless times in the past, and it will present itself again. That is part of play in my life. That is fine when I am not tired. When you have energy and air in your lungs, life is a bit brighter. The personality of yourself comes out, and the energy to move on is there. But, the energy comes from within, generated by you..
I am a positive person, and I surround myself with people that have great energy. I don't complain hardly at all. I am a lot more even keal then most people I know, by practice mind you. I have a high tolerance (again by practice) for people and situations. But, I think at times I would like to shed this clothing, everything that constitute the WORK with Cf, hang it up, and be done. I think sometimes pointing fingers gets misconstruded as just being tired. Not that we are unappreciative people, that's not it, because with bad there is always good. We are human, you get tired sometimes.
Tessa 27 w/cf