Anyone out there having thoughts about dieing becase of CF

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PoolShooter24

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Ive thought about this too, alot latley as ive been sick for about two months. MY CF isnt horrible i dont think, it did make my liver go bad when i was 8. Had a transplant and up to 2001 id never had trouble with cf but after that its been a 1-3-4 times a year thing to be in hospitol. Itf be nive to live a long long life as i want to see my daughter grow up, graduate,get married. Shees 5 now and i am 21 will be 22 soon in march. But then again i do think if i have to live like this for 60 more years i really dont want to do it, our bodys work harder and harder everyday and by the time we hit 35-40 weve worked our body like an 80 year old has i feel. But dont get me wrong either i dont want to die. Im just saying i guess i look at 40 as a goal. and if i beat that then its like the tim mcgraw song live like your dieng cause ill be jumping outta airplanes and well not going to climb and mountains lol. if anyone would like to chat with me just pm me and ill give you more info. Take care all ( from my hospitol bed watching the packers) <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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PoolShooter24

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Ive thought about this too, alot latley as ive been sick for about two months. MY CF isnt horrible i dont think, it did make my liver go bad when i was 8. Had a transplant and up to 2001 id never had trouble with cf but after that its been a 1-3-4 times a year thing to be in hospitol. Itf be nive to live a long long life as i want to see my daughter grow up, graduate,get married. Shees 5 now and i am 21 will be 22 soon in march. But then again i do think if i have to live like this for 60 more years i really dont want to do it, our bodys work harder and harder everyday and by the time we hit 35-40 weve worked our body like an 80 year old has i feel. But dont get me wrong either i dont want to die. Im just saying i guess i look at 40 as a goal. and if i beat that then its like the tim mcgraw song live like your dieng cause ill be jumping outta airplanes and well not going to climb and mountains lol. if anyone would like to chat with me just pm me and ill give you more info. Take care all ( from my hospitol bed watching the packers) <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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PoolShooter24

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Ive thought about this too, alot latley as ive been sick for about two months. MY CF isnt horrible i dont think, it did make my liver go bad when i was 8. Had a transplant and up to 2001 id never had trouble with cf but after that its been a 1-3-4 times a year thing to be in hospitol. Itf be nive to live a long long life as i want to see my daughter grow up, graduate,get married. Shees 5 now and i am 21 will be 22 soon in march. But then again i do think if i have to live like this for 60 more years i really dont want to do it, our bodys work harder and harder everyday and by the time we hit 35-40 weve worked our body like an 80 year old has i feel. But dont get me wrong either i dont want to die. Im just saying i guess i look at 40 as a goal. and if i beat that then its like the tim mcgraw song live like your dieng cause ill be jumping outta airplanes and well not going to climb and mountains lol. if anyone would like to chat with me just pm me and ill give you more info. Take care all ( from my hospitol bed watching the packers) <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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PoolShooter24

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Ive thought about this too, alot latley as ive been sick for about two months. MY CF isnt horrible i dont think, it did make my liver go bad when i was 8. Had a transplant and up to 2001 id never had trouble with cf but after that its been a 1-3-4 times a year thing to be in hospitol. Itf be nive to live a long long life as i want to see my daughter grow up, graduate,get married. Shees 5 now and i am 21 will be 22 soon in march. But then again i do think if i have to live like this for 60 more years i really dont want to do it, our bodys work harder and harder everyday and by the time we hit 35-40 weve worked our body like an 80 year old has i feel. But dont get me wrong either i dont want to die. Im just saying i guess i look at 40 as a goal. and if i beat that then its like the tim mcgraw song live like your dieng cause ill be jumping outta airplanes and well not going to climb and mountains lol. if anyone would like to chat with me just pm me and ill give you more info. Take care all ( from my hospitol bed watching the packers) <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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PoolShooter24

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Ive thought about this too, alot latley as ive been sick for about two months. MY CF isnt horrible i dont think, it did make my liver go bad when i was 8. Had a transplant and up to 2001 id never had trouble with cf but after that its been a 1-3-4 times a year thing to be in hospitol. Itf be nive to live a long long life as i want to see my daughter grow up, graduate,get married. Shees 5 now and i am 21 will be 22 soon in march. But then again i do think if i have to live like this for 60 more years i really dont want to do it, our bodys work harder and harder everyday and by the time we hit 35-40 weve worked our body like an 80 year old has i feel. But dont get me wrong either i dont want to die. Im just saying i guess i look at 40 as a goal. and if i beat that then its like the tim mcgraw song live like your dieng cause ill be jumping outta airplanes and well not going to climb and mountains lol. if anyone would like to chat with me just pm me and ill give you more info. Take care all ( from my hospitol bed watching the packers) <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">
 
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JazzysMom

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Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....


Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.

I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....

Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~
 
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JazzysMom

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Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....


Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.

I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....

Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~
 
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JazzysMom

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Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....


Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.

I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....

Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~
 
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JazzysMom

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Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....


Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.

I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....

Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~
 
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JazzysMom

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Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....
<br />
<br />
<br />Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.
<br />
<br />I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....
<br />
<br />Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~
 
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PoolShooter24

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote></div>
 
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PoolShooter24

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote></div>
 
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PoolShooter24

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote></div>
 
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PoolShooter24

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote>
 
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PoolShooter24

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>
<br />
<br />Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote>
 
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PoolShooter24

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote></div>






That is ecaxtly how i feel, not afraid for myself. i just dont want my parents and my daughter to lose a person the love so much, i dont know what id do with out my little girl so i could imagine what she would think if i wasnt there for her. keeps me fighting
 
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PoolShooter24

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<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote></div>






That is ecaxtly how i feel, not afraid for myself. i just dont want my parents and my daughter to lose a person the love so much, i dont know what id do with out my little girl so i could imagine what she would think if i wasnt there for her. keeps me fighting
 
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PoolShooter24

New member
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote></div>






That is ecaxtly how i feel, not afraid for myself. i just dont want my parents and my daughter to lose a person the love so much, i dont know what id do with out my little girl so i could imagine what she would think if i wasnt there for her. keeps me fighting
 
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PoolShooter24

New member
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>

Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....





Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.



I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....



Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote>






That is ecaxtly how i feel, not afraid for myself. i just dont want my parents and my daughter to lose a person the love so much, i dont know what id do with out my little girl so i could imagine what she would think if i wasnt there for her. keeps me fighting
 
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PoolShooter24

New member
<div class="FTQUOTE"><begin quote><i>Originally posted by: <b>JazzysMom</b></i>
<br />
<br />Until I had my daughter I never really thought about my future. I literally took one day at a time. Sometimes that was good & sometimes bad....
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Now I am facing tx. WHat I can honestly say that if it was just about ME I probably wouldnt. I know what its like to lose a parent & dont want my daughter going through that without my putting up one hell of a fight.
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />I can also tell you that I was ANTI tx until I actually reachedd the need for one....
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Basically I am not afraid of dying. I am afraid of the pain to my loved ones that it will leave~</end quote>
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />That is ecaxtly how i feel, not afraid for myself. i just dont want my parents and my daughter to lose a person the love so much, i dont know what id do with out my little girl so i could imagine what she would think if i wasnt there for her. keeps me fighting
 
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