ANYONE WIT CF ALSO HAVE DRUG PROBLEMS!!

nocode

New member
Hi Sue.
Yeah, i've done all drugs that i could. I used to do coke all the time and i've even done heroin.. this is when the pain of having this illness was too hard to bear (or maybe, like everybody else, i just wanted to try everything.....) but now i've gotten myself together and it feels very very good.

Please feel free to message me back to talk about anything.

You can do it!!

Vera
 

nocode

New member
Hi Sue.
Yeah, i've done all drugs that i could. I used to do coke all the time and i've even done heroin.. this is when the pain of having this illness was too hard to bear (or maybe, like everybody else, i just wanted to try everything.....) but now i've gotten myself together and it feels very very good.

Please feel free to message me back to talk about anything.

You can do it!!

Vera
 

nocode

New member
Hi Sue.
Yeah, i've done all drugs that i could. I used to do coke all the time and i've even done heroin.. this is when the pain of having this illness was too hard to bear (or maybe, like everybody else, i just wanted to try everything.....) but now i've gotten myself together and it feels very very good.

Please feel free to message me back to talk about anything.

You can do it!!

Vera
 

nocode

New member
Hi Sue.
Yeah, i've done all drugs that i could. I used to do coke all the time and i've even done heroin.. this is when the pain of having this illness was too hard to bear (or maybe, like everybody else, i just wanted to try everything.....) but now i've gotten myself together and it feels very very good.

Please feel free to message me back to talk about anything.

You can do it!!

Vera
 

nocode

New member
Hi Sue.
<br />Yeah, i've done all drugs that i could. I used to do coke all the time and i've even done heroin.. this is when the pain of having this illness was too hard to bear (or maybe, like everybody else, i just wanted to try everything.....) but now i've gotten myself together and it feels very very good.
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<br />Please feel free to message me back to talk about anything.
<br />
<br />You can do it!!
<br />
<br />Vera
 

sspiess3

New member
I'm definitely going through the same struggles right now and I'm sooo happy I found this website. I really wish there was a way to meet more people locally with CF... Anyway, I have been struggling heavily with depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, lonliness, acceptance, and pretty much anything else you can think of for years... I'm one of those who always just "puts on the happy face" but inside is drowning...I've really started to hit the street drugs hard as well as alcohol. I totally feel for you and would love talking to anyone about these problems. I've found it's impossible to relate to others who try to talk to me because they haven't been through what we have. They don't know the pain we know and the stress of living like this. I probably sound depressing which is funny because I'm always the fun, crazy, happy one and the life of the party...I would just like to say hang in there because reading messages like this makes me feel like I'm not the only one who struggles and it gives me hope of fighting through it all. Maybe together we can beat this problem...

-sam spiess
 

sspiess3

New member
I'm definitely going through the same struggles right now and I'm sooo happy I found this website. I really wish there was a way to meet more people locally with CF... Anyway, I have been struggling heavily with depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, lonliness, acceptance, and pretty much anything else you can think of for years... I'm one of those who always just "puts on the happy face" but inside is drowning...I've really started to hit the street drugs hard as well as alcohol. I totally feel for you and would love talking to anyone about these problems. I've found it's impossible to relate to others who try to talk to me because they haven't been through what we have. They don't know the pain we know and the stress of living like this. I probably sound depressing which is funny because I'm always the fun, crazy, happy one and the life of the party...I would just like to say hang in there because reading messages like this makes me feel like I'm not the only one who struggles and it gives me hope of fighting through it all. Maybe together we can beat this problem...

-sam spiess
 

sspiess3

New member
I'm definitely going through the same struggles right now and I'm sooo happy I found this website. I really wish there was a way to meet more people locally with CF... Anyway, I have been struggling heavily with depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, lonliness, acceptance, and pretty much anything else you can think of for years... I'm one of those who always just "puts on the happy face" but inside is drowning...I've really started to hit the street drugs hard as well as alcohol. I totally feel for you and would love talking to anyone about these problems. I've found it's impossible to relate to others who try to talk to me because they haven't been through what we have. They don't know the pain we know and the stress of living like this. I probably sound depressing which is funny because I'm always the fun, crazy, happy one and the life of the party...I would just like to say hang in there because reading messages like this makes me feel like I'm not the only one who struggles and it gives me hope of fighting through it all. Maybe together we can beat this problem...

-sam spiess
 

sspiess3

New member
I'm definitely going through the same struggles right now and I'm sooo happy I found this website. I really wish there was a way to meet more people locally with CF... Anyway, I have been struggling heavily with depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, lonliness, acceptance, and pretty much anything else you can think of for years... I'm one of those who always just "puts on the happy face" but inside is drowning...I've really started to hit the street drugs hard as well as alcohol. I totally feel for you and would love talking to anyone about these problems. I've found it's impossible to relate to others who try to talk to me because they haven't been through what we have. They don't know the pain we know and the stress of living like this. I probably sound depressing which is funny because I'm always the fun, crazy, happy one and the life of the party...I would just like to say hang in there because reading messages like this makes me feel like I'm not the only one who struggles and it gives me hope of fighting through it all. Maybe together we can beat this problem...

-sam spiess
 

sspiess3

New member
I'm definitely going through the same struggles right now and I'm sooo happy I found this website. I really wish there was a way to meet more people locally with CF... Anyway, I have been struggling heavily with depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, lonliness, acceptance, and pretty much anything else you can think of for years... I'm one of those who always just "puts on the happy face" but inside is drowning...I've really started to hit the street drugs hard as well as alcohol. I totally feel for you and would love talking to anyone about these problems. I've found it's impossible to relate to others who try to talk to me because they haven't been through what we have. They don't know the pain we know and the stress of living like this. I probably sound depressing which is funny because I'm always the fun, crazy, happy one and the life of the party...I would just like to say hang in there because reading messages like this makes me feel like I'm not the only one who struggles and it gives me hope of fighting through it all. Maybe together we can beat this problem...
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<br />-sam spiess
 
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JasonDBrown

Guest
Everyone keep their heads up... look at my "Bar Tab" under Off Topic, lol. I have been there, done that, got away. Choosing to recover is in the most part... choosing new friends or isolation... new friends, new adventures... yes!

You lived, seen that side of life, and now want to experience something new... Drugs is not the way to go... I have had many friends Die from overdose... they should've out lived me... very sad.

I sought isolation and now I have moved on to the next level of life, where we can find other things to do that amuses us, little things amuse me so I am not hard to please.

Good luck... find new friends... once you are free of addiction you will realize that they were never friends at all, but just people in passing.

-Jason
 
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JasonDBrown

Guest
Everyone keep their heads up... look at my "Bar Tab" under Off Topic, lol. I have been there, done that, got away. Choosing to recover is in the most part... choosing new friends or isolation... new friends, new adventures... yes!

You lived, seen that side of life, and now want to experience something new... Drugs is not the way to go... I have had many friends Die from overdose... they should've out lived me... very sad.

I sought isolation and now I have moved on to the next level of life, where we can find other things to do that amuses us, little things amuse me so I am not hard to please.

Good luck... find new friends... once you are free of addiction you will realize that they were never friends at all, but just people in passing.

-Jason
 
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JasonDBrown

Guest
Everyone keep their heads up... look at my "Bar Tab" under Off Topic, lol. I have been there, done that, got away. Choosing to recover is in the most part... choosing new friends or isolation... new friends, new adventures... yes!

You lived, seen that side of life, and now want to experience something new... Drugs is not the way to go... I have had many friends Die from overdose... they should've out lived me... very sad.

I sought isolation and now I have moved on to the next level of life, where we can find other things to do that amuses us, little things amuse me so I am not hard to please.

Good luck... find new friends... once you are free of addiction you will realize that they were never friends at all, but just people in passing.

-Jason
 
J

JasonDBrown

Guest
Everyone keep their heads up... look at my "Bar Tab" under Off Topic, lol. I have been there, done that, got away. Choosing to recover is in the most part... choosing new friends or isolation... new friends, new adventures... yes!

You lived, seen that side of life, and now want to experience something new... Drugs is not the way to go... I have had many friends Die from overdose... they should've out lived me... very sad.

I sought isolation and now I have moved on to the next level of life, where we can find other things to do that amuses us, little things amuse me so I am not hard to please.

Good luck... find new friends... once you are free of addiction you will realize that they were never friends at all, but just people in passing.

-Jason
 
J

JasonDBrown

Guest
Everyone keep their heads up... look at my "Bar Tab" under Off Topic, lol. I have been there, done that, got away. Choosing to recover is in the most part... choosing new friends or isolation... new friends, new adventures... yes!
<br />
<br /> You lived, seen that side of life, and now want to experience something new... Drugs is not the way to go... I have had many friends Die from overdose... they should've out lived me... very sad.
<br />
<br /> I sought isolation and now I have moved on to the next level of life, where we can find other things to do that amuses us, little things amuse me so I am not hard to please.
<br />
<br /> Good luck... find new friends... once you are free of addiction you will realize that they were never friends at all, but just people in passing.
<br />
<br /> -Jason
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