I have to be the worst cfer....I almost wish i could post anon for this. But whatever, life is life.
I am obsessed with supplements...finding things to make me healthy....halt the progression....etc.
However, i think it's mostly to try and balance the bad. I smoke occasionally, upwards of 5+ cigarettes a day, more when i drink. I have been good lately, and have only been indulging myself when i drink...
Drinking....i can easily drink 3-4 times a week...in access to 5-6 beers a night, perhaps more when i am out with friends.
I take stimulants (speed, coke...) about once to twice a week. Mostly at the influence of my friends....
I don't smoke weed as much as i used to. I used to smoke 3-4 times a week, now i haven't smoked in a while....and i am fine with that.
Hallucinogens...once to twice a year. I have to say, you want a religious experience....try some mushrooms.
Honestly, a life drug free doesn't bother me. It's more the idea I can't do it because of cf that pisses me off. Perhaps that is why i push myself so hard with life, drugs, excercise, everything I do.
I might also add, on a good week, i excercise 5 times a week for about an hour a day. When i was working 40-60 hours a week, i didn't work out as much, however i figured work as my cardio.
Most of you have read my blog, and the supplements i take. I still take most of them. I have to say, they make all the difference (plus the cf assigned drugs ie tobra, zithro etc).
I'm just trying to put a bit of perspective to this thread, that besides the hordes of compliant people on this site (which it seems everyone is)...there are those that lead a more...unconventional life.
We live once. I chose to live my life WITH this disease, not by it. Ya i might die younger than some, i might live longer. However, i have realized i am comfortable with my decisions.
We aren't all perfect. If you aren't doing your neb for 2 hours a day, vest, drugs....don't get too hard on yourself. Chances are you will wake up tomorrow.
Just being honest,
Kiel