hun all i have to say is im going through the exact same thing right now as you. i left my husband, all i have is my dog and my son. And i found it best to take it day by day. ask your family for help. There has been many times i wanted to run back to him, lord knows i miss him but i keep tellin myself that this is for the best. For me and lucas. Like i said, take it day by day and ask your family for help. Also get a good lawyer if you can. Im sure he can help or she out alot too. Keep us all posted on updates please. Other then that the rest of the ddivce was pretty much said already