I am sorry that you are going through this. It is hard to believe but there will come a time when all of this will be normal and not so overwhelming. You are right about the fact that your friends don't understand. Something that frustrates me so much is when my little one is sick and on some many treatments I try to vent to some of my friends and family and thier response is "I Know" All I want to do is scream NO YOU DON'T YOU HAVE NO IDEA!! that is why I am so thankful for this forum because people here really do understand. I don't even need to post in order to get the support I need so despartely. GOOD LUCK and we are here for you