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[BabyBeauty]

Most of the time coming to this website I am really uplifted and given hope. But sometimes as a mom with a little cfer I get overwhelmed. I look at her and don't know the future. I want to think about her in high school, prom, college, married, with kids, etc, but I try not to go there. I live every day in the present. I would have to say I am 99% of the time okay, but I just get hit sometimes. Just a mini breakdown. Not in front of my little one though. I never want her to see me upset about all of this. Sorry for the ramble, but my husband never gets like this and doesn't understand.

 

[BabyBeauty]

Most of the time coming to this website I am really uplifted and given hope. But sometimes as a mom with a little cfer I get overwhelmed. I look at her and don't know the future. I want to think about her in high school, prom, college, married, with kids, etc, but I try not to go there. I live every day in the present. I would have to say I am 99% of the time okay, but I just get hit sometimes. Just a mini breakdown. Not in front of my little one though. I never want her to see me upset about all of this. Sorry for the ramble, but my husband never gets like this and doesn't understand.

 

[BabyBeauty]

Most of the time coming to this website I am really uplifted and given hope. But sometimes as a mom with a little cfer I get overwhelmed. I look at her and don't know the future. I want to think about her in high school, prom, college, married, with kids, etc, but I try not to go there. I live every day in the present. I would have to say I am 99% of the time okay, but I just get hit sometimes. Just a mini breakdown. Not in front of my little one though. I never want her to see me upset about all of this. Sorry for the ramble, but my husband never gets like this and doesn't understand.

 

[BabyBeauty]

Most of the time coming to this website I am really uplifted and given hope. But sometimes as a mom with a little cfer I get overwhelmed. I look at her and don't know the future. I want to think about her in high school, prom, college, married, with kids, etc, but I try not to go there. I live every day in the present. I would have to say I am 99% of the time okay, but I just get hit sometimes. Just a mini breakdown. Not in front of my little one though. I never want her to see me upset about all of this. Sorry for the ramble, but my husband never gets like this and doesn't understand.

 

[BabyBeauty]

Most of the time coming to this website I am really uplifted and given hope. But sometimes as a mom with a little cfer I get overwhelmed. I look at her and don't know the future. I want to think about her in high school, prom, college, married, with kids, etc, but I try not to go there. I live every day in the present. I would have to say I am 99% of the time okay, but I just get hit sometimes. Just a mini breakdown. Not in front of my little one though. I never want her to see me upset about all of this. Sorry for the ramble, but my husband never gets like this and doesn't understand.

 

[shimmereestar]

I 100% totally understand exactly everything you said<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Those moments come from know where and hit me like a ton of bricks. I breakdown, then try to pull myself back up by the bootstraps. It can be so tough at times. I often wonder if all moms go through the same thing, or does it hit me like this because she does have CF?

 

[shimmereestar]

I 100% totally understand exactly everything you said<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Those moments come from know where and hit me like a ton of bricks. I breakdown, then try to pull myself back up by the bootstraps. It can be so tough at times. I often wonder if all moms go through the same thing, or does it hit me like this because she does have CF?

 

[shimmereestar]

I 100% totally understand exactly everything you said<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Those moments come from know where and hit me like a ton of bricks. I breakdown, then try to pull myself back up by the bootstraps. It can be so tough at times. I often wonder if all moms go through the same thing, or does it hit me like this because she does have CF?

 

[shimmereestar]

I 100% totally understand exactly everything you said<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Those moments come from know where and hit me like a ton of bricks. I breakdown, then try to pull myself back up by the bootstraps. It can be so tough at times. I often wonder if all moms go through the same thing, or does it hit me like this because she does have CF?

 

[shimmereestar]

I 100% totally understand exactly everything you said<img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> Those moments come from know where and hit me like a ton of bricks. I breakdown, then try to pull myself back up by the bootstraps. It can be so tough at times. I often wonder if all moms go through the same thing, or does it hit me like this because she does have CF?

 

[crickit715]

I know exactly what you are saying....i think its especially difficult because most, if not all of our cf'ers look sooo healthy. then you go about your day to day routine and everything (meds,treatments,etc...) just become the norm. then all of a sudden,(usually quiet time when she goes to bed) something will trigger it...and there comes the tears and the drop in your stomach and its like the first day all over again. then i cry it out and go to sleep and start over!! i can totally relate! youre definatley not alone. ((hugs)) ricki

 

[crickit715]

I know exactly what you are saying....i think its especially difficult because most, if not all of our cf'ers look sooo healthy. then you go about your day to day routine and everything (meds,treatments,etc...) just become the norm. then all of a sudden,(usually quiet time when she goes to bed) something will trigger it...and there comes the tears and the drop in your stomach and its like the first day all over again. then i cry it out and go to sleep and start over!! i can totally relate! youre definatley not alone. ((hugs)) ricki

 

[crickit715]

I know exactly what you are saying....i think its especially difficult because most, if not all of our cf'ers look sooo healthy. then you go about your day to day routine and everything (meds,treatments,etc...) just become the norm. then all of a sudden,(usually quiet time when she goes to bed) something will trigger it...and there comes the tears and the drop in your stomach and its like the first day all over again. then i cry it out and go to sleep and start over!! i can totally relate! youre definatley not alone. ((hugs)) ricki

 

[crickit715]

I know exactly what you are saying....i think its especially difficult because most, if not all of our cf'ers look sooo healthy. then you go about your day to day routine and everything (meds,treatments,etc...) just become the norm. then all of a sudden,(usually quiet time when she goes to bed) something will trigger it...and there comes the tears and the drop in your stomach and its like the first day all over again. then i cry it out and go to sleep and start over!! i can totally relate! youre definatley not alone. ((hugs)) ricki

 

[crickit715]

I know exactly what you are saying....i think its especially difficult because most, if not all of our cf'ers look sooo healthy. then you go about your day to day routine and everything (meds,treatments,etc...) just become the norm. then all of a sudden,(usually quiet time when she goes to bed) something will trigger it...and there comes the tears and the drop in your stomach and its like the first day all over again. then i cry it out and go to sleep and start over!! i can totally relate! youre definatley not alone. ((hugs)) ricki

 

[Sakem]

I def can understand where u r coming from. I try and live for the day and know that there is no guarantee for tommorrow for anyone. That being said, sometimes I do think and worry about the future. It's mostly positive, but I think a little negative is not all bad and we can't live in denial, because it is also the reality of this disease. Being positive is important. I do think my child is going to go to college and live a long time. I want him to believe this but know he has a fight ahead of him and sometimes even the best fighter, gets knocked down or beaten.

 

[Sakem]

I def can understand where u r coming from. I try and live for the day and know that there is no guarantee for tommorrow for anyone. That being said, sometimes I do think and worry about the future. It's mostly positive, but I think a little negative is not all bad and we can't live in denial, because it is also the reality of this disease. Being positive is important. I do think my child is going to go to college and live a long time. I want him to believe this but know he has a fight ahead of him and sometimes even the best fighter, gets knocked down or beaten.

 

[Sakem]

I def can understand where u r coming from. I try and live for the day and know that there is no guarantee for tommorrow for anyone. That being said, sometimes I do think and worry about the future. It's mostly positive, but I think a little negative is not all bad and we can't live in denial, because it is also the reality of this disease. Being positive is important. I do think my child is going to go to college and live a long time. I want him to believe this but know he has a fight ahead of him and sometimes even the best fighter, gets knocked down or beaten.

 

[Sakem]

I def can understand where u r coming from. I try and live for the day and know that there is no guarantee for tommorrow for anyone. That being said, sometimes I do think and worry about the future. It's mostly positive, but I think a little negative is not all bad and we can't live in denial, because it is also the reality of this disease. Being positive is important. I do think my child is going to go to college and live a long time. I want him to believe this but know he has a fight ahead of him and sometimes even the best fighter, gets knocked down or beaten.

 

[Sakem]

I def can understand where u r coming from. I try and live for the day and know that there is no guarantee for tommorrow for anyone. That being said, sometimes I do think and worry about the future. It's mostly positive, but I think a little negative is not all bad and we can't live in denial, because it is also the reality of this disease. Being positive is important. I do think my child is going to go to college and live a long time. I want him to believe this but know he has a fight ahead of him and sometimes even the best fighter, gets knocked down or beaten.