OMG I am autually speachless on what has transpired here, but I think we have mixed the 2 threads (if that is what posts are called) the first was venting about how we were feeling and the other was the man with the sick daughter titled CF being a BIZ. things got crossed I got confused. I do feel this is a very smart group of people, of all ages and alot of different circumstances I love that you all take the time to share. I look forward to that. I've needed help in the past as well. I thank you all for taking the time. Pat-56/CF