Im not suicidal or nothing crazy just wondering if anyone out there thinks about dieing and that kind of stuff. I do all the time and I dont know if its normal. Im 18 and I know the life expectancy is like mid 30s or something, That means im more then halfway done life if i live up to the normal and I already took alot of years off my life doing dumb stuff like drinkig, drugs and not doing my meds and treatments. The other night I was thinking to myself that im not even going to be old enough to have a mid life crisis lol. Anyone feel the same?