I think having CF is a deciding factor that helped tip the scales in my disbelief of the Christian God. I mean, it saddens me how my mother who is severly handicapped can continue to beleive in an invisible, all powerful man. I mean, it confuses the hell out of me why I'm even writing this, if God can do anything and cares about humans. Let's imagine you have a 12 foot pool in your backyard. Then your young child decides to take a swim and ventures out to the deep end. He struggles and begins to drown. Now nearby is Olympic Swimmer Greg Louganis, pulling up a chair, watching eating cotton candy. Now if your kid drowns in that pool, wouldn't it only be right to blame Greg Louganis?