I am a sad case... I was diagnosed about 5 years ago (I just turned 40)... I live on the "river denial", unless of course I am in or was recently been hospitalized. My problem -- I feel no better and no worse when I am compliant or noncomplaint. It seems to be black or white and i am a very light shade of gray. If I saw a difference: felt better (although i feel pretty good these days), had better pft's (I am back up to low 70's from low 50's befoe I was thrown in the clinker last month), if i got stuff up at more opertune times instead of whenever (I get it up all on my own, so go figure)... I'd like to think I'd be more compliant. On a positive note I am compliant with the meds whether they be oral or IV it is all of the other CF and MAC crap that I HATE... I have a vest and I rarley use it make me nautious (sp) and I still don't get any thing up.
I am so grateful for this site and the insight of the experts. Perhaps someone has some words of wisdom or simply a 2 x 4 to hit me up side the head with. I fear that someday I will regret my noncompliance. But that fear and my family (2 children ages 11 & 9) to date has not enough to scare me straight.
I am so grateful for this site and the insight of the experts. Perhaps someone has some words of wisdom or simply a 2 x 4 to hit me up side the head with. I fear that someday I will regret my noncompliance. But that fear and my family (2 children ages 11 & 9) to date has not enough to scare me straight.