Hi all,<div><br></div><div>I'm 23 years old and I was diagnosed with CF at around 14, I've managed to stay in relatively good health and keep my lung function around 90 - 110%. Although as I get older I find it more challenging everyday.</div><div><br></div><div>Anyway, my reason for posting is the small amount of semen volume I have which I can only assume is related to CF. It makes me quite anxious when I'm with new partners and definitely makes me feel like less of a man. Girls get really confused for the first time and ask me if I came because there is such a small amount they don't even notice, its really quite embarrassing and an extra thing to worry about - which I don't need.</div><div><br></div><div>I know it seems very superficial and I should be worrying about other things, but I can't help but be bothered it. It's gotten to the stage when I even hear about sperm or see it in a video that it makes me angry and jealous.</div><div><br></div><div>Now my volume is very very small, I can't even describe it.. if I masturbate twice in one day usually the second time I will get nothing, the first time I might get 3-4 small drops! Like I said girls dont even notice when I "ejaculate".. Its only when I wait about 3-4 days that I will get anything noticeable but it is still very minuscule, maybe just enough for someone to notice.</div><div><br></div><div>I've even tried this drug (<a href="%3CA%20HREF=" http:="" en.wikipedia.org="" wiki="" clomifene"=""><A HREF="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clomifene">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clomifene</A></a><a href="<A HREF="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clomifene">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clomifene</A>"></a>) as I've heard it increases volume, but it didn't help at all! I've also tried ZMA and Tribulus, no results..</div><div><br></div><div>I understand that 98% of CF sufferers have CAVD, I actually don't care about that. I've accepted the fact that I'm infertile, please dont say this is the reason for my small volume as I understand people who get vasectomy's (which is essentially the same thing) still have a decent volume, I also know that sperm makes up a small volume of the semen (<a href="<A HREF="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Semen">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Semen</A>"><A HREF="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Semen">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Semen</A></a>).</div><div><br></div><div>Now I know I should see a specialist, but I'm a very anxious person; I've been referred to a specialist after emailing my CF doctor, but everytime I've made an appointment I've cancelled or not shown up. I think the only thing that would make me go is if I knew he could help, but I'm pretty sure there is nothing I can do.</div><div><br></div><div>So does anyone have the same problem, where they have next to no semen? If so is there ANYTHING I can do about it?</div><div><br></div><div>Once again I know this seems ridiculous to be this caught up about my semen volume, but it messes up my relationships, because I dont want have to explain to them whats happening at such an early stage in the relationship.</div><div><br></div><div>PS: Sorry if this post is a little scattered, reading over it just annoyed me..</div>