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Shoshanna
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I am very appreciative of this site; what it has to offer in terms of information and the support many people have given to me. I didn't mean to sound otherwise. I just find some of the posts and some of the people off-putting.
I have never been afraid to share my background or lifestyle here, but I have had several people PM me that they are afraid to mention they have a nanny or a housekeeper or how they feel about a certain topic for fear of not fitting in with the masses.
I'm sure I'll be attacked for writing this, but sometimes this site reminds me of high school. I find that people can be clicky, that they've established who they like and who they don't and that they make this known through their writings.
Even the CF Idol posting was all about making it clear on this site who is liked/looked up to and, by default, who isn't. Call it by any other name, but it really was a popularity contest.
You say that people are all there for one another, but about a month ago I wrote a pretty intense posting about feeling ill (I am awaiting a tx) and about 5 kind people responded to that post, about another 2 PMed me...that's it. When Jen threw up mucus and was sent to the hospital (by the way, I throw up mucus everyday and have been for 2 years now), everyone was in an uproar to help her. So, maybe you guys are there for ALL of us, but sometimes it feels like a popularity contest. I don't know. Check the postings for yourself.
I'm 33 years-old and my body is sick and tired and I've just reached a point in my life where I'm not looking for this. I outgrew this crap long ago. And I'm not the only one. I'm just the only one to speak out.
Thank you to everyone who has been there for me. I think, like many others, I'll focus on the other on-line communities that have made me feel so welcome.
I have never been afraid to share my background or lifestyle here, but I have had several people PM me that they are afraid to mention they have a nanny or a housekeeper or how they feel about a certain topic for fear of not fitting in with the masses.
I'm sure I'll be attacked for writing this, but sometimes this site reminds me of high school. I find that people can be clicky, that they've established who they like and who they don't and that they make this known through their writings.
Even the CF Idol posting was all about making it clear on this site who is liked/looked up to and, by default, who isn't. Call it by any other name, but it really was a popularity contest.
You say that people are all there for one another, but about a month ago I wrote a pretty intense posting about feeling ill (I am awaiting a tx) and about 5 kind people responded to that post, about another 2 PMed me...that's it. When Jen threw up mucus and was sent to the hospital (by the way, I throw up mucus everyday and have been for 2 years now), everyone was in an uproar to help her. So, maybe you guys are there for ALL of us, but sometimes it feels like a popularity contest. I don't know. Check the postings for yourself.
I'm 33 years-old and my body is sick and tired and I've just reached a point in my life where I'm not looking for this. I outgrew this crap long ago. And I'm not the only one. I'm just the only one to speak out.
Thank you to everyone who has been there for me. I think, like many others, I'll focus on the other on-line communities that have made me feel so welcome.